I completely forgot to write a blog post last week and that's because Ive have been very tired. With long hours at work starting school back up and one of the worst bouts of insomnia Ive ever had I have been completely exhausted. Monday though Thursday are completely taken up with work and school that I have no free time to rest and Ive been...
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No coherent topic for this week. Been a long bad week end and I just don't have the energy for focusing much. Coworkers are still dumb shitty people, still haven't found a to frequent that I enjoy, still don't have a trustworthy friend. And honestly I'm getting a bit tired of ranting about negative stuff all the time. Despite what they say taking about it...
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Don't you know the world is coming to an end. They made a new microchip that they're going to put in everybody to keep track of them. Its the mark of the beast it is. Its all for the new world order and the whole worlds going to lose their freedoms. You'll see it will be happen real soon. Probably just next year.😑Really....
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pimenta:
Totally !!
Its now been seven and a half months since my ex threw me out and the dissolving of all my friendships. And despite many painful tries to find new friends and love Ive been meet with nothing. Its been months since Ive actually had a meaningful conversation with another human been. It makes me feel like Ive lost the ability to connect with people, that...
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chef:
Maybe different places ? It's just so hard to make new friends as we get older. Â Â In fact I've pretty much given up on new friends in real life, so maybe I'm not much help. Â But have a *hug*
This has been one of those nagging thoughts that has been bothering me recently. That one of the causes for no one wanting to be around me is that I'm boring. Its been really hard to drive this thought away. I really feel like I'm a boring person. That I have nothing exciting to offer anyone. I don't really like going clubbing, your more likely...
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You tired of me complaining yet. Well I'm going to do it some more anyways as I have no one else to complain to. And I do hope everyone has had a nice weekend. I know I didn't. Another weekend of trying to get out of my comfort zone just to remember why I typically don't do these things. So what am I talking about....
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Fun little song reference there. Seriously I'm feeling more and more like most of my problem could be helped by moving far away from where I live. I don't fit in with the local culture, in fact I find it my complete antithesis. There are no local activities I'm interested in, all are located 60+ miles away. I'm an atheist in the middle of the...
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chef:
Well there's nothing worse to be in the south than an atheist. Â I had grown convinced I would never find someone with the same mindset, but I did meet my husband eventually. Â My one non religious friend has also just found a non religious guy to date. Â Â It is easier near a university. Â My husband talks about moving all the time, but my job pays the bills and it keeps us here. Â Â
I don't want pity. When I fall down don't stand there and say you feel bad for me, then pat yourself on the back like you helped me. Useless words don't help, and they don't make me feel like you care. If you cared you'd help me in getting back up. Reach out and give me a hand or get me a stool I can...
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We all want to feel needed. But we all have different ways we want to feel needed. Some want to feel that people emotionally need them. Some want to feel that people financially need them. I could go on and on. They has to be a hundred different ways to feel needed. Most men I know want to feel something like financially needed. That someone...
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Yup that's it I'm done with online dating sites. Biggest waste of money Ive ever spend. And I should have known better. You always hear about the success stories of online dating but never about the countless people who don't find anyone. Men who never hear from anyone and women who are constantly harassed. I don't know how it ever works. And at the end...
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