i need to sleep. as is per usual, if i don't keep myself firmly on schedule, my sleep cycle gets 1st reversed... then worse due to trying to be awake during the day some... yet another thing i deal with.
it's 5:40am & i think i'm going to try and stay awake today all the way through. hopefully that'll get me back on a day schedule i can hold repeatedly. need it for my health & also for my hiking trip coming.
lol, life. i'm tired & worn out enough after days of this that i'm leaning towards another bitterfest... but i'm not going to let it get me there. gonna instead go to the laundromat, buy me that pop i've been procrastinating on, lay down again & read.
on a different subject, i bought me a little cash book to log all my money spending in. you know, keeping track of my account balance, cash in hand & what comes out of each and what i buy exactly... i feel the need to get a better handle on my money & spending.
not that i have a tendency to spend too much each month, but rather that i want to have a log & control of what i'm doing with it.
thinking about it, i guess i live a pretty basic existance... which makes sense since i often have such a hard time understanding other people's complicated ones...
*** edited out a lot of meandering thought about money & strangeness***
the sun is starting to rise, i can see the windowshades are no longer dark, i'm rich compared to my needs and i'm gonna try to get back to sleeping normal tonight.
keeping on...
i
it's 5:40am & i think i'm going to try and stay awake today all the way through. hopefully that'll get me back on a day schedule i can hold repeatedly. need it for my health & also for my hiking trip coming.
lol, life. i'm tired & worn out enough after days of this that i'm leaning towards another bitterfest... but i'm not going to let it get me there. gonna instead go to the laundromat, buy me that pop i've been procrastinating on, lay down again & read.
on a different subject, i bought me a little cash book to log all my money spending in. you know, keeping track of my account balance, cash in hand & what comes out of each and what i buy exactly... i feel the need to get a better handle on my money & spending.
not that i have a tendency to spend too much each month, but rather that i want to have a log & control of what i'm doing with it.
thinking about it, i guess i live a pretty basic existance... which makes sense since i often have such a hard time understanding other people's complicated ones...
*** edited out a lot of meandering thought about money & strangeness***
the sun is starting to rise, i can see the windowshades are no longer dark, i'm rich compared to my needs and i'm gonna try to get back to sleeping normal tonight.
keeping on...
i
I think I was in your neighborhood last week. That is, if your neighborhood is near Spinelli Bks.