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I'm ready to date again. Ain't that a great way to start a conversation.

I mean, I'm ready to get to know people. I think I can trust someone again. Isn't that the first step in the whole dating thing. I'm just ashamed of my old friends and content with what I learned from the bullshit.

So, to all the SG's out there, you can start sendin' me notes.

Not all at once.......

Ok, the knee is feeling better. I had a doctors appointment and physical therapy today. I was told not to use the brace, and to get my range of motion back.

Here is where it gets wierd. I went to make a payment, and mom had made cookies for the doctors. (it's what mom's do.) I was wanting to pay before the appointment, it was cool. So, I try to give them the check and they refuse.

I thought it was strange. It was below $3000.00 for $30,000.00 dollar surgery. I could pay it and still go to my friends wedding. It was cool that it worked out that I had the scholarship when i needed it.

They said that "Thanks for bringing your payment in, we've decided to go ahead and write it off. "

This is me.....

"Are you sure?"

Receptionist: "yes"

Me: " .... well take a cookie...."

I told her that I appreciate it, but someone gave me $2000 dollars today. No one gives me stuff.

I guess i can't say that anymore.

I felt really good today swimming in the pool, the 25 yard lap swimming pool, at my apartmets (that the grant pays for on campus for the summer). I finally feel like my work is going to pay off. It's taken a little time for it to sink in that I've really gotten to keep my grant and get my knee fixed. wow. I diddn't have time to day for the past year, or make new friends. I'm feeling a little burnt out. This just makes it feel alot better that someone thought that I needed a break, and gave it too me.

Makes me want to be in a position to give someone else a break, or hope. That's the only feeling that's better than the one i'm feeling tonght.

OT