Hello my beautiful peeps!
I've missed my blog and all of you guys...I just haven't been able to focus on writing for the past couple days cause there has been too many things happening over here ingluding the physical pain I've been having.
I've been doing my "tens" every single day since I started. There are so many good things in our lives that we really don't think about too much or we forget them when we have other issues going on.
After everything that I've been through in the past few months has made me learn so much about life and myself and made me appreciate all the tiny good things I still have left.
I am able to overcome my pain and hopefully will get the decent medication, so I am able to go back to work...plus the decent exams so the doctors will finally know what the hell is wrong with my back and legs.
Yesterday I had a chance to talk with my peeps in LA...they were able to make me smile...I miss them SO much. I made the decision to start save up money again, so I can see all of them later this year.
I also decided to overcome my issues when it comes to me, myself and I.
After everything that has happened in my life and after everyone that has skrewed me over has thrown me in the path where I constantly compare myself to others.
I have this skrewed up, low self image which is telling me that everyone else are more beautiful, more amazing, more smart, more fun and better in every kinda way possible and eventhough I do have people around me telling me that isn't true I have hard time believing them...which I think is kinda sad...I want to...just not able to.
So, what I need to learn is that I am the only one I can be. I have to stop compare myself to others, cause the truth is...I can't be anyone else...I just gotta learn to accept that no matter how hard it is.
As I've said...I'm a doomy sad single fuck...but my job now is to change that...not cause of someone else, but cause of me...that's why I do my tens everyday and that's why I made a decision out of one of my new friends suggestion to read 4 agreements.
I'm on my way to change me and my life, so I can be happy again...be myself and do the things I used to love.
You have to learn from your mistakes...learn to forgive yourself....and move on with your life...so one day you can look back and see how much you really have accoplished.
This life is not about others...it's all about YOU and nothing else. Truth is that YOU are the only one who can make the change. SO, DO IT before it's too late.
I hope everyone is having an amazing day, I am just starting it.
Live life to the fullest, Never give up on your hopes and dreams, Fight for your happiness, Learn, Accept, Love life, Love music.
Peace In!!!
XXX
RUE
I've missed my blog and all of you guys...I just haven't been able to focus on writing for the past couple days cause there has been too many things happening over here ingluding the physical pain I've been having.
I've been doing my "tens" every single day since I started. There are so many good things in our lives that we really don't think about too much or we forget them when we have other issues going on.
After everything that I've been through in the past few months has made me learn so much about life and myself and made me appreciate all the tiny good things I still have left.
I am able to overcome my pain and hopefully will get the decent medication, so I am able to go back to work...plus the decent exams so the doctors will finally know what the hell is wrong with my back and legs.
Yesterday I had a chance to talk with my peeps in LA...they were able to make me smile...I miss them SO much. I made the decision to start save up money again, so I can see all of them later this year.
I also decided to overcome my issues when it comes to me, myself and I.
After everything that has happened in my life and after everyone that has skrewed me over has thrown me in the path where I constantly compare myself to others.
I have this skrewed up, low self image which is telling me that everyone else are more beautiful, more amazing, more smart, more fun and better in every kinda way possible and eventhough I do have people around me telling me that isn't true I have hard time believing them...which I think is kinda sad...I want to...just not able to.
So, what I need to learn is that I am the only one I can be. I have to stop compare myself to others, cause the truth is...I can't be anyone else...I just gotta learn to accept that no matter how hard it is.
As I've said...I'm a doomy sad single fuck...but my job now is to change that...not cause of someone else, but cause of me...that's why I do my tens everyday and that's why I made a decision out of one of my new friends suggestion to read 4 agreements.
I'm on my way to change me and my life, so I can be happy again...be myself and do the things I used to love.
You have to learn from your mistakes...learn to forgive yourself....and move on with your life...so one day you can look back and see how much you really have accoplished.
This life is not about others...it's all about YOU and nothing else. Truth is that YOU are the only one who can make the change. SO, DO IT before it's too late.
I hope everyone is having an amazing day, I am just starting it.
Live life to the fullest, Never give up on your hopes and dreams, Fight for your happiness, Learn, Accept, Love life, Love music.
Peace In!!!
XXX
RUE
bad_a_dave:
First... Beautiful as always... Second... Great book, I enjoyed reading it, whoever insisted you read must be a pretty smart person hahahaha... Third... Your outlook you now have and your blog compared to even a week ago has come so for... It seems you are starting to see how far you've come from being yourself and are striving to become yourself once again! Keep up the good work and hope you have an amazing rest of your day!
scotty113:
I really dig that you're trying to change for no one other than yourself. It's a concept that is completely lost on most people. You'll find it to be truly rewarding. When you look back at who you were, see how far you've come, and be able to thank yourself for it.