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oh im sooo bored, what shall i do eh??
ive realised that even tho theres nothing wrong whatsoever with life being quiet i seem to live for the weekend, n its not because im working non stop during the week or anything nono, its not like that at all seeing as ive only got the 3 classes a week its cos at the weekend i get to leave the self imposed prison that is the supposed city i live in and go see people i care about n that care about me, n my question is why havent i found that here??
i mean ive never been that person whos had a problem making friends whereever i went ive been to 5 different schools n then uni all on my own nobody to hold my hand n true ive not exactly liked the idea but in each place ive made pretty good friends n met some amazing people but here there seems to be a distinct lack of friends that i could tell anything to or call on whenever i want, i mean ive only got 2 more months here n even tho all of my other college friends who went other places are dreading leaving their respective towns i seem to be the only one who has been home the amount of times that i have and that doesnt care if they ever come back, i dont really thing that theres anything wrong with me as a person but there cant be something wrong with an entire city can there??
dont get me wrong, im not unhappy here in fact im glad of the situation in some ways because ive learnt so much about myself throughout the past few months and just how strong my existing relationships are but i just thought id voice my questions aloud
oh im sooo bored, what shall i do eh??
ive realised that even tho theres nothing wrong whatsoever with life being quiet i seem to live for the weekend, n its not because im working non stop during the week or anything nono, its not like that at all seeing as ive only got the 3 classes a week its cos at the weekend i get to leave the self imposed prison that is the supposed city i live in and go see people i care about n that care about me, n my question is why havent i found that here??
i mean ive never been that person whos had a problem making friends whereever i went ive been to 5 different schools n then uni all on my own nobody to hold my hand n true ive not exactly liked the idea but in each place ive made pretty good friends n met some amazing people but here there seems to be a distinct lack of friends that i could tell anything to or call on whenever i want, i mean ive only got 2 more months here n even tho all of my other college friends who went other places are dreading leaving their respective towns i seem to be the only one who has been home the amount of times that i have and that doesnt care if they ever come back, i dont really thing that theres anything wrong with me as a person but there cant be something wrong with an entire city can there??
dont get me wrong, im not unhappy here in fact im glad of the situation in some ways because ive learnt so much about myself throughout the past few months and just how strong my existing relationships are but i just thought id voice my questions aloud
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Chin up, you'll get there!!