rubberducky27

I don't if it is cause im sick
but im really depressed

chillin'

chillin'

Is fuck today

What the Fuck
a girl that ireally like
ask me what i iwas doing tomorrow night
and i said i dunno why
she replied lol i was going to ask you to hangout but
it valentines day
Like a stupid fucking money making holiday matters
why are the women i have an attraction to are fucking idiots jesus fucking christ

Wow
now im just fucking confused
ugh.... but i get to work and got to the studio
woooooooo

I still feel unloved and miserable
but i am looking forward to working in the studio

Is fuck my life
why do i feel like im always just going to be the
friend or the just in case fuck this
fuck
i have the feeling that i'm going to end up alone and unloved
by a significant other

Is currently playing the waiting game
waiting for her
but thats not looking good

So yeah its not to be
yeah I probably fuck it up
but meh......... more fish in the sea
but im not a fish lol

Well lets hope she feels the same way
i do about her.........

Thanks for the love
im feelin better
insomnia was screwing with my head