rubberducky27

Fuck it im done
fuck you love you find me now
i give up

Finally i can start my model studies

Im eating my bagel and drinking my caffeine intake
thinking about shit and i am motivated again to do
my self portrait in the nude. period. fucking period.

All i have to say is...............................

It friday
7:00 pm
and im in the art building the rest of the night
and atleast i dont have to deal with the fucking bros

I do declare it is time that the male nude makes a come back

TOday is better
1. I flirted shamelessly which i forgotten how fun it is
yet again I froze when i saw her at the cafe today.

2.but my sculpture still looks like shit im going to finish the bottom
so that means i get to sculpt my own penis but the n questions is should i make
it erect meaning out of control or placid...
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I am really fucking pissed
my fucking biceps are really tight and sore
and it makes so fucking hard that i cant work on self portrait without fucking it up fuck fuck fuck
i need a massage and a shit ton wodka or wine or a shit ton of local beer
and a certian lady

I am fucking tired
my run today kicked my ass
ankles hurt like they've been hit with a hammer

but on the bright side im back in the studio and im currently sketching my next
figure sculptures
and ill probably to some self portraits too

Todays agenda:
1. school business
2. Start sculptures
3. Take over world
4. Call mom
4 and 5 are pending

Yet again i feel like that i'll find myself sitting naked in front of my computer
after another failed attempt at sleep
at least i shall start a bust sculpture tomorrow

Yet again i find myself sitting naked in front of my computer
after my failed attempt at sleep
at leas ti have my model study tomorrow and i shall start a bust sculpture