rsabatino

hey folks how are you doing i am going to come clean i have freaken problems mental problems . i control my problems i dont let them control me. i am un medicated my only drug is cafine . i get my problems from my mother stress and anxiety . she had it so bad that she pulled every strand of hair out of her head and would put deep gouges in her skin. my mother left my father when i was 11 years old and i havent seen my mother until she allowed me to stay with her and the man she left my father for. this had to be 9 years ago when i left brooklyn for new jersey. she looked terrible teeth rotten and she kept diggen into her skin like she was rippen it off. there was nothing i could do . i found a place in new jersey cliff side park kept in touch with her left that house for one in elmwood park then finally i met the women of my dreams and got married anyway long story short i took my wife to see my mother ooh boy she had advanced allzimers and didnt know me she is only 67 years old. ok another long story short i am divorced and my mothers dead so ayway i am feeling a little bit of her madness come out in me so please bear with me this will pass im just a little down right now and i feel too lonely. i rarely let this out because i hide it in my scence of humor but yeah im hurting please no sympathy i hate that shit just understand why i am not myself remember folks in 2008 its guliani or else