i had a very nice, productive weekend im sure youll all be glad to hear. my ex came to visit. i picked her up in the rain of flamboyant Provincetown. good seafood there. i bet the scenery would have also been nice if not for the miserable weather. oh well, whatre you gonna do?
i couldnt decide which T-shirt to buy to commemorate my first...
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its a beautiful day. and im not even being sarcastic. (its raining horribly as i write this).
i awoke content. my new, white, 300 thread count, Egyptian cotton sheets felt soft and cool and i knew something had changed.
not sure what happened, but the fever dream thats had a hold of me for about a year broke last night. the hallucinations have stopped and...
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i awoke content. my new, white, 300 thread count, Egyptian cotton sheets felt soft and cool and i knew something had changed.
not sure what happened, but the fever dream thats had a hold of me for about a year broke last night. the hallucinations have stopped and...
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stacie:
we actually talked about getting on the cam together 
fractal:
the nicotine patch left a funny colored spot on my arm the one time I used it.
Watch out for the withdrawals..
Watch out for the withdrawals..
i guess that nagging suspicion that i dont really belong here finally clicked into clear focus yesterday.
you see, it started all so innocently enough: i went to see Beck at the Boson Fleet Pavilion on saturday.
Beck was supposed to be there with The Donnas and i really wanted to see them both. The Donnas didnt show. guess i had it wrong about them...
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you see, it started all so innocently enough: i went to see Beck at the Boson Fleet Pavilion on saturday.
Beck was supposed to be there with The Donnas and i really wanted to see them both. The Donnas didnt show. guess i had it wrong about them...
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siv:
heehee. *ba-dum-ching* smoking. 
apparently beck played some sort of secret show here in northampton that i wasn't cool enough to find about before 'twas sold out
haha.
yeah. mexican blanket-times are not for the faint of heart. i include myself in that group...
apparently beck played some sort of secret show here in northampton that i wasn't cool enough to find about before 'twas sold out
haha.
yeah. mexican blanket-times are not for the faint of heart. i include myself in that group...
stacie:
thank you for drooling over me 
that makes me a damn happy girl
that makes me a damn happy girl
my friends took me out to visit the local bars/clubs this weekend.
i hadnt seen the scene so it was all brand spankin new.
Went to Bevo, Hell, Prov and Liquid. Geezuswhat an experience.
Hell was ok because it was 80s night and damn, im relivin my youth. and Liquid was fine cause it was like my normal places in Chicago. but dizamn! the rest...
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i hadnt seen the scene so it was all brand spankin new.
Went to Bevo, Hell, Prov and Liquid. Geezuswhat an experience.
Hell was ok because it was 80s night and damn, im relivin my youth. and Liquid was fine cause it was like my normal places in Chicago. but dizamn! the rest...
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ingrid:
Stop asking such difficult questions!
I don't think I have any special skills.. except ones that are no use in the working world. But I guess you could say that I have some skills in writing (in my own language only), maths, customer service, being with kids, painting, cooking, organizing parties and gigs and festivals, handicrafts, biology, alternative medicine/healing, photography, calligraphy. Hehe, so very professional.. What I would really LIKE to do? To write and illustrate childrens books, maybe. What I want, changes almost every day.. There's only this huge cap between what I would really like to do in my life and what I really can do, for now. I must settle with a less nice job for starters. Thank you for your encouraging words, by the way. It's always helpful to hear good advice, and somebody asking difficult questions!
I don't think I have any special skills.. except ones that are no use in the working world.
But I guess you could say that I have some skills in writing (in my own language only), maths, customer service, being with kids, painting, cooking, organizing parties and gigs and festivals, handicrafts, biology, alternative medicine/healing, photography, calligraphy. Hehe, so very professional.. What I would really LIKE to do? To write and illustrate childrens books, maybe. What I want, changes almost every day.. There's only this huge cap between what I would really like to do in my life and what I really can do, for now. I must settle with a less nice job for starters. Thank you for your encouraging words, by the way. It's always helpful to hear good advice, and somebody asking difficult questions!
stacie:
im so confused! 
ok, yes. i admit i blew off work for 3 hours this morning and went and saw it.
it was good. i had a few issues with it in terms of spending waaaay too long in Zion, but overall i liked it. i think its hard to live up to the hype.
i went and saw the first one with incredibly lowered expectations. it had...
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it was good. i had a few issues with it in terms of spending waaaay too long in Zion, but overall i liked it. i think its hard to live up to the hype.
i went and saw the first one with incredibly lowered expectations. it had...
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stacie:
Why yes, I do want to buy a monkey.. do you have one for sale ?
And thanks for the monkichi link.. i am definataly going to check that out!
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And thanks for the monkichi link.. i am definataly going to check that out!
avenger:
i think the "normalness" of everyday life wakes me up. my life is so bizarely routined right now that it allows me to see how close i am to the life i've always thought i wanted to lead. or maybe the routine has stunted the flow of intelligent thought through my brain. would i still want her if she were attainable? like the tootsie pop owl taught me, the world may never know...
how is it so that even on e-mail she can frustrate the living fuck out of me? 
i swear to god she only plays these games to piss me off. well, good for her. it works. mission accomplished.
she's such a speck...so trite and petty. and there's nothing i can say that gives me any satisfaction. she's the type that always has to get the...
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i swear to god she only plays these games to piss me off. well, good for her. it works. mission accomplished.
she's such a speck...so trite and petty. and there's nothing i can say that gives me any satisfaction. she's the type that always has to get the...
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stacie:
aw.. *hugs*
the best thing i can tell you.. block her email.. avoid all contact.. if this person frustrates you so, the best thing you can do is avoid them at all costs, and the slowly they fade into the background. **hugs**
and i hope "all things hello kitty" includes the short lived monkichi character
the best thing i can tell you.. block her email.. avoid all contact.. if this person frustrates you so, the best thing you can do is avoid them at all costs, and the slowly they fade into the background. **hugs**
and i hope "all things hello kitty" includes the short lived monkichi character
fractal:
more than enough
but a lady never tells
but a lady never tells
So, um, "Daddy Day Care" kicks ass...
Wow, i bought so many clothes this weekend it's seriously sick. i hardly ever buy like this.
i'm a fashion camel. i have what i have forever and then when i'm about dead, i go drink from the nearest retail oasis.
i feel like it's 1985 all over...i have adidas, pumas and nike again! yeah! i rule.
it's...
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Wow, i bought so many clothes this weekend it's seriously sick. i hardly ever buy like this.
i'm a fashion camel. i have what i have forever and then when i'm about dead, i go drink from the nearest retail oasis.
i feel like it's 1985 all over...i have adidas, pumas and nike again! yeah! i rule.
it's...
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stacie:
definately, one day.. stacie and fractal 
stacie:
honestly.. could richard dawson kick any more ass???
why is it the one you want you can never have?
ugh...?
i mean geez,,,what's the problem?
Do we try to date "above" ourselves? Or is it just natural selection that the one we desire is inevitably the one that WON'T chose us.
Do we desire that most which we cannot attain?
And if so, why the hell can't we realize this and just fuckin'...
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ugh...?
i mean geez,,,what's the problem?
Do we try to date "above" ourselves? Or is it just natural selection that the one we desire is inevitably the one that WON'T chose us.
Do we desire that most which we cannot attain?
And if so, why the hell can't we realize this and just fuckin'...
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stacie:
ha HA! you are squishy too! *poke*
and in regards to the above post.. isnt that called the circle of life???? food chain maybe? or just inevitable. *le sigh*
and in regards to the above post.. isnt that called the circle of life????
food chain maybe? or just inevitable. *le sigh* 
webigailboop:
i'm sorry, that sucks. maybe it's just not to be. or maybe she is and she just doesn't realize it yet.
Its Ok, its alright, my little droogies. Be not poogly. Alex is back and does he ever have a tale to tell! Grab a glass of milk from the bar and understand fully the ultraviolence in ma gulliver.
So, Im in Boca for a couple of days. Ah, now I see why folks be livin there. Its like a paradise or someshit. Mid 80s. Blue...
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So, Im in Boca for a couple of days. Ah, now I see why folks be livin there. Its like a paradise or someshit. Mid 80s. Blue...
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stacie:
a hob-knobber, eh? does sound interesting!!!! *pulls ear foreward*
reina_confundida:
Meow. Why do all of the Prov boys seem to be hiding behind funky but nondescript profile pics, hmmmmm?
This site is the greatest thing since The Simpsons!
Really. I'm just reading the boards and journals and whatnot and everyone is typically so intelligent and open.
I'm into alternamusic, alternafilms, alternacomics...so why wouldn't i be into alternaporn? But I think it's much more than that. What a wonderfully diverse community.
I have no reason to be happy today...but I am.
-rozehead
Really. I'm just reading the boards and journals and whatnot and everyone is typically so intelligent and open.
I'm into alternamusic, alternafilms, alternacomics...so why wouldn't i be into alternaporn? But I think it's much more than that. What a wonderfully diverse community.
I have no reason to be happy today...but I am.
-rozehead
haha, i liked your playboy story.
Glad to hear things are going so well. Provincetown is beautiful, especially all the dunes. Mmmmm, I'll have to get down therr again soon.
If I were I guy or a really butch lesbian, I would have gone with the "no one knows I'm a lesbian," but I'm a straigh female, so it just wouldn't be funny.