roxymonoxcide

My new toy is so fucking hot I don't even know what to do with myself. Usually I am attracted to people's personality more than what is on the outside...he has that amazing personality and common interests that make me swoon but on top of that he is so gorgeous on the outside that I can't help but stare.
What sucks in all this is as a girl (who's anxiety has been reaching new heights lately) I'm not as confident as I should be. I can't comprehend why he finds ME attractive. Why would HE ever go for a girl like ME?
I wish I could just let go of my hang ups and fully enjoy our time together without feeling like I have to second guess myself constantly. All in all I have having an amazing time. I don't want it to stop.