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So there is this girl in my nails 2 class on Mondays. Her name is Laura. She is pretty adorable and funny. She and I are probably the oldest girls in the class, so naturally we mesh well together. She asked me to have lunch with her on Monday, which was pretty rad. I was about to give up all hope at school, especially when a kid there told me that everyone thinks I'm "stuck-up". So anyway, Laura and I went out to lunch and she told me all about her girlfriend. I don't have too many gay friends so she's kind of a novelty. We got back to class and took a test ( I aced the first one!) and after the test she asked me what I was doing this weekend and asked for my number. I was taken aback a bit. A chick asking me out?! Wait, what? This almost never happens.
So I told her that things were pretty up in the air until I find out what's going on with some family stuff (David's aunt died over the weekend and we haven't found out the funeral plans yet). She gave me her number and I gave her mine. My day was kind of crappy up until that point so it made me feel pretty damn awesome..(about damn time!)
Which got me thinking..I'm not "stuck-up" and I'm not pathetic. I am a good person who tries really hard to be a good friend to others around me. I typically will be anyone's friend. I am very trusting with most people. I don't tend to look at anyone with ill will. But if you give me a reason to not trust you or if you dislike me then I can't say that I'm very pleasant to be around. I guess what I am saying is..everyone may have my friendship but if you abuse it..I'll more than likely take it away. I have had fights with friends in the past and we have remained friends because they showed me that they equally want to work at a strong friendship. I do get spooked once in a while when I haven't heard from my friends or whatever. I don't want to come off as needy or pathetic so I will back off and let them make the first move. (Unfortunately that has caused me to lose a few frienships).
Off tangent and back to Laura...She has class Wednesday afternoon. I am there all day..She told me that she was thinking of coming to school early so that she could catch me on my first break and hang out with me. This chick is seriously coming to class 4 hours early for a chance to hang out with me for 15 mins. I feel like it's been forever since any girl has taken an interest in me first. I am completely flattered.

So about David's Aunt. She died over the weekend and we have been trying to get information from the family about the funeral arrangements. We got them today. The funeral is going to be on July 3. Which means that David is going to the funeral alone. There is no way we can afford plane tickets to DC for all 3 of us this soon. He leaves tomorrow. I hate being alone in the house at night. It freaks me out. Courtney hasn't been around at all lately so I am not even sure she will be around at all while he's gone. A few friends have already asked me if I wanted company. To those people I say, you are truly my friends and I love you.