roxy

I haven't been to sleep yet. Just when I was getting there, two cats chasing a fucking moth landed on my face. I now have two huge ass scratches right across my god damn face. It's lovely I tell you. And it fucking HURTS.

Also, it's official that I can't make it to prom. And before you get all high and mighty about how you don't have any money but you're still going, shut up. You don't know me, my situation, my bills, or what I'm going through. I would do fucking ANYTHING to be able to go.

I'm not making money at work, a place that has stolen most of my spirit. I can't convince myself to cook food, or clean, or even leave my apartment to hang out with friends. I mostly just sit here and wait till I have to go again.

I feel like shit in so many ways. I just want to cry.