Friday Jul 09, 2004

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Yeah, I get it. I'm not cute. I've never been cute, and I never will be. I'm not the super saccharine, cutesy, bubbly, giggling cute girl. I know that, I've known that since middle school. That's just not me. I'm sorry.

I also understand that I'm always number two. I'm always the second choice after the first has been exhausted. I've also known that for quite awhile. It's a shitty feeling.
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monkey13:
Rally cry indeed. As the fight club proverb.. you can't do anything till you've lost everything. Which is correct but pure bullshit. It's self-worth, once you know or see that most people are bullshit then you get it. People talk shit at times because they're insecure people to start with, and poking at imperfections makes them feel better. Those that joke about, and don't give a shit about, their imperfections actually get it. Alright.. enough drunk monkey rant. Don't be down on yourself lass, or be hurt over yesterday's shit. You make the world you live in so take charge and kick it's pasty white ass!!!

[Edited on Jul 10, 2004 10:36AM]
chloe:
yeah we should totally find someone to buy clothes for us! where do we look? biggrin

[Edited on Jul 10, 2004 2:07PM]

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