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I just got back from my second night at the club. Hmm...

Last night was my first night, and I have to give a huge thanks to my friends who came out and supported me: Adore, Seth0067, PunkJr, Kara, Volks, vikpreZ, and MrDiety. It made my first night mostly bearable. And since it was my first night, I didn't really try to sell any couch dances, I wanted to get a feel for the place.

So tonight, when I was going to work, I planned on really working it, and making mad money tonight. Unfortunately, I'm either unattractive, or people here don't dig my look. I'm *seriously* the only chick with piercings and tattoos. It's weird being such the minority.

I didn't sell my first lap dance until about 1:30am!! Ugh. I was so depressed, and beating myself up over it. It's hard to feel attractive when every guy turns you down, and instead gets a lap dance with one of the teeny, fake blonde girls with huge fake tits. And I thought guys liked variety, me being the only unique looking chick there. Guess I was wrong!!

The only thing that made the night even somewhat worth it was at the VERY end, this one guy gave me $170 for 7 lap dances. Without him, I wouldn't have made any money at all... So... I'm still short on my rent. *sigh*

I have knees that are bruised beyond belief, a blister and sore pectorals from all the pole dancing, and a super tired and achy head. And it wasn't really worth it, because I didn't really make any money... Here's hoping next weekend is better, because that will be my last chance to make rent.

Hmm...