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Sunday Jun 27, 2004

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I just got back from my second night at the club. Hmm...

Last night was my first night, and I have to give a huge thanks to my friends who came out and supported me: Adore, Seth0067, PunkJr, Kara, Volks, vikpreZ, and MrDiety. It made my first night mostly bearable. And since it was my first night, I didn't really try to sell any couch dances, I wanted to get a feel for the place.

So tonight, when I was going to work, I planned on really working it, and making mad money tonight. Unfortunately, I'm either unattractive, or people here don't dig my look. I'm *seriously* the only chick with piercings and tattoos. It's weird being such the minority.

I didn't sell my first lap dance until about 1:30am!! Ugh. I was so depressed, and beating myself up over it. It's hard to feel attractive when every guy turns you down, and instead gets a lap dance with one of the teeny, fake blonde girls with huge fake tits. And I thought guys liked variety, me being the only unique looking chick there. Guess I was wrong!!

The only thing that made the night even somewhat worth it was at the VERY end, this one guy gave me $170 for 7 lap dances. Without him, I wouldn't have made any money at all... frown So... I'm still short on my rent. *sigh*

I have knees that are bruised beyond belief, a blister and sore pectorals from all the pole dancing, and a super tired and achy head. And it wasn't really worth it, because I didn't really make any money... Here's hoping next weekend is better, because that will be my last chance to make rent.

Hmm...
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lily:
well its always hard for the new girl, well actually it depends on what club you're working but it takes a while to get regulars. At certain clubs i worked i would take my piercings out just because it was better for business, of course i still have tattoos but sometimes i realized that wearing hot pink shiny thong and top would make me alot more money than my blackness fishnets,boas, garters. But above all of that its really about acting, I've seen the most gorgeous girls not make shit because you really have to be flirtatious and act like you are really into the customers. You've danced before, You know that some nights are shit while others are amazing. You never know. You are exceptionally Goregous, I've always thought so, You'll be fine.
Jun 29, 2004
kimmi:
It isn't because you aren't attractive, because you are. Sometimes you will make money and sometimes you won't. Don't be too hard on yourself pretty lady! I used a lot of vitamin e for my bruises and such!

I hope things work out better for you!
Jun 29, 2004

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