It's time for a journal update.
I'm at Seth0067's place right now, he's cooking me dinner. I can smell the garlic and hear the simmering. My tummy is growling. There's not much better than a cute boy cooking me a very yummy dinner.
The last few days have been extremely up and down, like a roller coaster on crack. I've gone through some downs concerning the ex-boy, but I've also been doing a lot better with the whole thing, I think I'm finally moving on and working on getting over it, and that is very good indeed. For awhile I was stuck on it, and refused to acknowledge that is was really over. I was not planning on getting over it. But I think I'm on my way, and that's good.
The ups have been because I've been surrounded by some amazing people over the last few days, one in particular. I've had a really good time the last few days, it's been good, very good.
On a sadder note, I miss PyroeroticA so fucking much already. I longed to be able to call her today and ask her to just hang out together. I'm used to hanging out with her several times a week, especially on the weekends. I miss my best friend
The job seems to be going pretty well so far, all I did last week was play the game for eight hours a day. I know it sounds like it could get really boring really quick, but not when you're a dork like me. I adore video games, to the max. Speaking of which, I bought two new ones yesterday. Mmmm, video games.
I think I'll go now. What a long entry. I guess that's what happens when I haven't made a real update for quite some time. I'm feeling good today, alive and aware. I like that feeling. It's time to put things behind me, and look forward to the things in front of me.
And this time -- I promise to respond to all of my comments.
I'm at Seth0067's place right now, he's cooking me dinner. I can smell the garlic and hear the simmering. My tummy is growling. There's not much better than a cute boy cooking me a very yummy dinner.
The last few days have been extremely up and down, like a roller coaster on crack. I've gone through some downs concerning the ex-boy, but I've also been doing a lot better with the whole thing, I think I'm finally moving on and working on getting over it, and that is very good indeed. For awhile I was stuck on it, and refused to acknowledge that is was really over. I was not planning on getting over it. But I think I'm on my way, and that's good.
The ups have been because I've been surrounded by some amazing people over the last few days, one in particular. I've had a really good time the last few days, it's been good, very good.
On a sadder note, I miss PyroeroticA so fucking much already. I longed to be able to call her today and ask her to just hang out together. I'm used to hanging out with her several times a week, especially on the weekends. I miss my best friend
The job seems to be going pretty well so far, all I did last week was play the game for eight hours a day. I know it sounds like it could get really boring really quick, but not when you're a dork like me. I adore video games, to the max. Speaking of which, I bought two new ones yesterday. Mmmm, video games.
I think I'll go now. What a long entry. I guess that's what happens when I haven't made a real update for quite some time. I'm feeling good today, alive and aware. I like that feeling. It's time to put things behind me, and look forward to the things in front of me.
And this time -- I promise to respond to all of my comments.
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Glad to know you're feeling better.
Look, I got you some flowers: