rowanmayfair

I am feeling so overly anxious today, like I'm about to crawl out of my skin. I'm sure it's caused by a number of things. My impending doom...i mean birthday, my shitty sugar ladden diet, the extreme sleep deprivation, not being on the same page with someone about something that's important to me, but not so much to them. I just feel super restless, I really need to smoke some weed but unfortunately I havent had any in quite some time. I'm so run down mentally & physically I feel like crying but don't want to expend the energy. Do you ever feel physically exhausted but your mind is going a mile a minute & won't let you rest? Thats how I feel, so I think I'll pop a sleeping pill & bother some of you guys until I start getting sleepy