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rowan

Koh Samui, Thailand

SG Since 2005

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Wednesday Dec 22, 2004

Dec 22, 2004
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Ahh...

I kicked Rob in my sleep last night. Hard, I am told. Hurt him quite badly. I can't decide if I find that sad because I hurt him, or amusing because I can't aim hits worth a shit while I am awake.

I didn't wake up till like 9 am. So lazy. I needed the sleep dearly, but I paid for it dearly too. Does anyone else have the problem I do: If you go to bed too early/wake up late/take a nap you are FUCKED for the day? Well, I was. Too much sleep renders me weak, groggy, and unmotivated as all getout. whatever

I did manage to get the cat litter done, the laundry going, the dishes taken care of, and the house straightened up. But I wasn't about to anything else. I played with cats, surfed SG, folded clothes, and read all damn day. Oh isn't my life TERRIBLE?? biggrin

Speaking of cats, my little stray that lives outside now has a flatmate. Mooey (the cat) has been living on our back porch for almost 6 months now. She has her own little house with a bed and a heating blanket. She has food and a scratching post. She is one spoiled fucking stray. She sits on the porch all day and only really leaves to piss....I love her beyond words. smile

Two or three days ago, though, a little black kitten showed up. Mooey has been letting him sleep inside the house without complaint, and she has been sleeping on top of the box on a pillow. It's freezing out! But sweet little girl that she is, she lets him have the warmth. Today was the first day he let me pet him. He is bony and starved, beat up and crusty eyed. He is getting good warm shelter, food, and now love. I'm sure that, just like Mooey, he will turn into a lovable, shiny coated, happy kitty in a matter of weeks. I'm such a fucking bleeding heart!

Played internet tag with Red today....It sucked bad. She was on, I wasn't. I got back on and she had left. Then I had to do some stuff around the house before rob got home, and by the time I was done, it was to late to call. frown frown I miss you, miss you little girl.

Rob and I exchanged a few more of our Yule gifts today...I am awful at waiting and he is awful at peer pressure. tongue So we both opened some gifts. I game him a movie he has been wanting and a self contained battery starter for his subaru. I also got him something else, but it's the big present and he can't have it yet. surreal But he let me open another gift and not only did he get me a freakin sewing machine, but he got me an after market car alarm for my new M3! It's an uber nice one that will start my car from the house for me, along with numerous other things!

Sweet!

Red's present goes in the mail tomorrow. It shouldn't be too bad to send it to her, but it won't get there for at least a week or two. I hope that she isn't put off by my lack of motivation to travel to the post office. I HATE those sonsofbitches there.....

NeWays, everyone have a peachy night and I shall chat with you in the morning.... kiss <3

XOXO
~JAx
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aperfectsonnet:
Oh I have a little kitty friend. Unfortunately, I don't have a porch. He comes meowing at my window and I let him into the house. We play and take pictures and I feed him and eventually he meows at the window and I let him out. It's usually right around then that my allergies go crazy on me and my eyes try to swell shut.
It's worth it. Even when he only stays for a few minutes.
I wish he'd come visit now.

Also, that's the good thing about the way I write in my journal. I try not to do any editing. I try to forget that people are going to read it at all-so that I can be as open and honest as possible. Then I have no expectations. If I worried about how people were going to respond or what they'd think, I'd probably update once a day with what I ate. Or maybe not. You're vegan aren't you?
See-I'd edit that, too.

Us good friend people need to learn how to attract other good friend people. I could go on for days about my multitude of awful friends. I've got a neverending supply of them.
If I had one good friend for ever five lame ones-I'd be such a lucky girl.

That's another weird issue of mine. I tend to assume that unless someone contacts me first-they don't really want to hang out with me. I basically become convinced that if I call someone and ask them to do something with me, they're only saying yes because they feel obligated to.
Sometimes I don't care about that at all, but only when it's someone I've known for a while.
I'll try to get over that. I think I'd like hanging out with you.
Dec 23, 2004
cosyne:
Gadzooks! How did you know about the jars? I just made that comment in passing somewhere on here? You're spooky.

As much whining as I did today about getting up at noon, I have to work at 8 AM tomorrow. 8 AM on Christmas Eve -- I have not been awake at 8 AM for seven months. I am going to be HURTING come alarm time....

And that kitten tale is stil too much. I wish I had a kitten to squeeze right now (sob).
Dec 23, 2004

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