I know that not many of you will get to see this before it is taken down.
That's okay. It's here for me, not you.
I love you all so much. You helped me to see that the world outside my door really isn't such a shitty place. I know that sounds ridiculous coming from a porn model, but I don't care.
It's the damned truth.
The hard part for me to swallow is the other truth...that this place is not what it seems.
I realize that most of you will not miss me for more then 5 minutes. Some of you will mourn for a little while, shake your head at the state of SG affairs, and go right back to posting in your journals. One or two of you may even try to stay in touch with me. That fact doesn't hurt my heart. This is a virtual world and not many of us have time to think any further back then our computer's cache. I hope, though, that those of you who do think of me after I'm gone, think about what your impression of me...of my judgment...was.
I am not into drama.
I am anything but rash.
I thought about this long and hard. I did my research. I have access to more information then some of you about this place and what goes on...
...and I choose to leave.
I will miss you all. I will miss StrongMad's entries about Jake. I will miss Jinxi's socks and LaTigre's sexy self.
I will miss Red's everything.
I will miss you all so much that thinking about hitting this update button makes me cry. But I would miss my dignity much more if I stayed here and bought into it one more day.
Yea, I would miss my dignity more.
I'll see you on the other side. ♥
~Jackie (Ro)
"Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends."
-Richard Bach
That's okay. It's here for me, not you.
I love you all so much. You helped me to see that the world outside my door really isn't such a shitty place. I know that sounds ridiculous coming from a porn model, but I don't care.
It's the damned truth.
The hard part for me to swallow is the other truth...that this place is not what it seems.
I realize that most of you will not miss me for more then 5 minutes. Some of you will mourn for a little while, shake your head at the state of SG affairs, and go right back to posting in your journals. One or two of you may even try to stay in touch with me. That fact doesn't hurt my heart. This is a virtual world and not many of us have time to think any further back then our computer's cache. I hope, though, that those of you who do think of me after I'm gone, think about what your impression of me...of my judgment...was.
I am not into drama.
I am anything but rash.
I thought about this long and hard. I did my research. I have access to more information then some of you about this place and what goes on...
...and I choose to leave.
I will miss you all. I will miss StrongMad's entries about Jake. I will miss Jinxi's socks and LaTigre's sexy self.
I will miss Red's everything.
I will miss you all so much that thinking about hitting this update button makes me cry. But I would miss my dignity much more if I stayed here and bought into it one more day.
Yea, I would miss my dignity more.
I'll see you on the other side. ♥
~Jackie (Ro)
"Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes, is certain for those who are friends."
-Richard Bach
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tiffanymarie:
what is really going on. it seems like a lot of sgs are leaving this site. i haven't been around much and when i am i just simply update and then run away. i'm very curious, but yet i'm not sure what to be curious about. to tell you the truth of why i'm actually commenting. well before i read your entry. i was just going to be cute and say that i'm a day older then you. good luck with your adventures.
summer:
i'll miss you sweetheart, i will keep in touch with you.
