I think Im gonna go thursday and get this tattooed on my back with the words Loved you to death somewhere around it. Its a picture of Elizabeth Short after she was killed. Ya know. The black dahlia. I have a fascination with her. Its pretty fucking gruesome. I might have her face changed slightly to look more like me. I want this to be my closure from the father of my baby....who I still love more than the world. Hence "Loved you to death". It will be a reminder of all the pain he has put me through.
I am sure some day, mentally you will get over the emotional pain (your only 21) and once you do you may very much regret putting something that will never let you forget.
Just a thought my dear.
Are you sure you would want to put something this disturbing and violent and, well, evil, on your body? It's such a negatively powerful image I guess I worry that it might eat away at you.