its over. its finally over. im done crying over you. crying in front of 10 of my friends was enough for me. im done with that.
your not my problem anymore. time to finally move on and stop worrying about anything that has to do with you. time to have fun.
you can think whatever you want about me. because i know the truth. and...
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your not my problem anymore. time to finally move on and stop worrying about anything that has to do with you. time to have fun.
you can think whatever you want about me. because i know the truth. and...
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i feel so lost and unwanted.
i need to get out of here.. its like im drowning.
im fine when i dont think about it, but its always in the back of my mind ready to come out.
the anger. the pain. the abandoned-ness. the sad little girl. the old habbits. the empdy bottles of gin. crying myself to sleep. crying when i wake up....
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i need to get out of here.. its like im drowning.
im fine when i dont think about it, but its always in the back of my mind ready to come out.
the anger. the pain. the abandoned-ness. the sad little girl. the old habbits. the empdy bottles of gin. crying myself to sleep. crying when i wake up....
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gentlegiant:
thanks hun, i ddi get the job 
mqx:
Two words, road trip. Pack up and head for the hills for a couple days. Leave cell phone home.
If there are hills on the east coast.
If there are hills on the east coast.
i saw him tonight at mobil with his group.
and he didnt even look at me.
i come home, and hes taking his shit to the car that brought him.
again.. didnt even look at me when i pulled in behind them.
i called him... and all he said was 'i was taking my stuff, because im leaving soon. i didnt say anything because i...
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and he didnt even look at me.
i come home, and hes taking his shit to the car that brought him.
again.. didnt even look at me when i pulled in behind them.
i called him... and all he said was 'i was taking my stuff, because im leaving soon. i didnt say anything because i...
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infinity:
that guy is waay out of touch with what really is going on
hemightbegiant:
Lemme punch him...
PLEASE?
It'd be so much fun...
You can borrow Season 4 of Friends now. I finished it in like...2 days. Haha.
I might be ordering the final 4 seasons I need to have them all sometime soon. We'll see.
PLEASE?
It'd be so much fun...
You can borrow Season 4 of Friends now. I finished it in like...2 days. Haha.
I might be ordering the final 4 seasons I need to have them all sometime soon. We'll see.
reel big fish. mxpx. streetlight manifesto. whole wheat bread. tip the van.
...tonight!
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im ready to kick the leeches out onto the street without a care of their current circumstances.
itd be one thing if they cleaned up after themselves.. and all that. but they dont. they trash the place, then bitch that i dont clean - when im only downstairs for maybe an...
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...tonight!
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im ready to kick the leeches out onto the street without a care of their current circumstances.
itd be one thing if they cleaned up after themselves.. and all that. but they dont. they trash the place, then bitch that i dont clean - when im only downstairs for maybe an...
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hemightbegiant:
Boot em. Life would be so much easier without the bullshit.
endquire:
If anyone is causing you displeasure or using you get rid of them.
im flabergasted.
im upstairs on the puter last night. and the housemates come barging upstairs to ask me if i knew anything about a 9x9ft 3d XMen3 sign in the front yard at like.. 1:30/2am.
i go racing outside to see this monsterious thing in my yard. fall on the ground laughing so hard and baffled.
too big for even a truck to bring over......
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im upstairs on the puter last night. and the housemates come barging upstairs to ask me if i knew anything about a 9x9ft 3d XMen3 sign in the front yard at like.. 1:30/2am.
i go racing outside to see this monsterious thing in my yard. fall on the ground laughing so hard and baffled.
too big for even a truck to bring over......
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infinity:
that seems like something really really random for someone to do. surely knew what they were doing though, maybe the person partially put it together outside the house?
I Miss... (more added) :
sitting on the portch during thunder storms.
yelling "you're fired! you're fucking fired!! clean out your desk and leave!!!" to unsuspecting pedestrians.
awesome crab rangoon from the chinese place in the plaza.
Explorations.
the Hell Boys.
the original TPC crew.
Stillwater skinny dipping with random drunk guys in the middle of the night - and after: - realizing we knew...
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sitting on the portch during thunder storms.
yelling "you're fired! you're fucking fired!! clean out your desk and leave!!!" to unsuspecting pedestrians.
awesome crab rangoon from the chinese place in the plaza.
Explorations.
the Hell Boys.
the original TPC crew.
Stillwater skinny dipping with random drunk guys in the middle of the night - and after: - realizing we knew...
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hemightbegiant:
For the parts I was involved in...
yeah...I miss those too. That was a really fun time...
but sadly growing up takes a lot of that away.
Fucking adulthood....
yeah...I miss those too. That was a really fun time...
but sadly growing up takes a lot of that away.
Fucking adulthood....
infinity:
yelling "you're fired! you're fucking fired!! clean out your desk and leave!!!" to unsuspecting pedestrians.
hahahaha that is sooo funny i should do that
hahahaha that is sooo funny i should do that
disaster did come and go. i will not put myself in that position again with him. and it wasnt as bad as it was before.
i think i finally believe luke when he says im a fighter. that i will be fine, and everything will work out for me. i can make it without him.
i dont need to be with someone to be happy...
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i think i finally believe luke when he says im a fighter. that i will be fine, and everything will work out for me. i can make it without him.
i dont need to be with someone to be happy...
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infinity:
you have a lot of good things happenning in your life - you realized that you're ina better position in life than you thought and found that you had real true friends who never left you. those are two huge events that make life much much much better. plus your mom getting married is a bonus.
now you need to go about replacing the bad people in your house...id imagine that is not easy to do so do it whenever you're ready to.
now you need to go about replacing the bad people in your house...id imagine that is not easy to do so do it whenever you're ready to.
i passed my test - i am now a certified bartender.
wOOt for me!
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no roomates for the night, and im by myself.
stupid boys.
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and thatd be it.
wOOt for me!
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no roomates for the night, and im by myself.
stupid boys.
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and thatd be it.
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beatnik:
bartending rules. If i were anywhere near, I'd hit up your bar and try and talk my way into a free drink. that's never happened to me before, but i understand its not uncommon.
yeah, no roommates here, either. I live alone, have for 6 months, will continue to for at least another 6 months.
thanks for the anthony rapp comment. it always makes me feel better that theres someone out there as strange as me... :p i never even knew who he was until you mentioned it! I'm flattered
yeah, no roommates here, either. I live alone, have for 6 months, will continue to for at least another 6 months.
thanks for the anthony rapp comment. it always makes me feel better that theres someone out there as strange as me... :p i never even knew who he was until you mentioned it! I'm flattered
littlebutloud:
congrats on your test... when you find a place to bartend.. let us know.. ill drive and we shall come vist... ill bring a crowd so you get good tips.. lol
things are... what they are.. we're gunna do.. what we're gunna do. and nobody can tell you any different.
because you woudnt listen anyway.
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i torture myself.
im 'happy' now.. but in a month, ill be feeling like its ok for me to kill myself again.
i dont know why i do this to myself. its always the same thing over and over again....
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because you woudnt listen anyway.
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i torture myself.
im 'happy' now.. but in a month, ill be feeling like its ok for me to kill myself again.
i dont know why i do this to myself. its always the same thing over and over again....
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infinity:
too many things happenning at once hasclogged up your mind it seems
hemightbegiant:
It doesn't matter how much worse the other stuff was...it's still stuff...
You can fill a cup to the brim with a hose and not have it spill...and yet a single drop of rain could cause it to overflow...
it adds up, and eventually it becomes too much to contain...
trust me...I know.
You can fill a cup to the brim with a hose and not have it spill...and yet a single drop of rain could cause it to overflow...
it adds up, and eventually it becomes too much to contain...
trust me...I know.
i didnt go take my test.
call me a coward.. but i knew i wasnt going to pass.
all i have to do is go back to class, for another round (haa)..
and study my ass of. and ill be fine. flash cards - here i come.
my frame of mind is not in the best places.
on top of everything i have already said...
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call me a coward.. but i knew i wasnt going to pass.
all i have to do is go back to class, for another round (haa)..
and study my ass of. and ill be fine. flash cards - here i come.
my frame of mind is not in the best places.
on top of everything i have already said...
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infinity:
been a rough day, seems to me that everything didnt fall into place at all
endquire:
What did I do to merit the wow?
If he's a horrible monster at times, then good riddence.
Always, always remember that.
Trust me, monsters never change. In fact, they usually only get worse.
If you ever want to talk or rant, I'm happy to listen.
Start smiling more or I'm gonna have to do the naked Panda dance...
and trust me, it's scary beyond all reason.