I just caught your post 'Me.' I just wanted to let you know that I'm goin thru the same "Best friend/Ex-girlfriend" situation. I feel for ya, man. If you ever find yourself in need of a sympathetic ear, I have two.
(One thing you'll get used to on SG... when you want to reply to someone's comment in your journal, you go to THEIR journal and post a comment. It seems odd at first, but you'll see what I mean).
You sound so down right now, and I totally understand how you feel. You should see some of my private journal entries from last May. I was saying some of the exact same things you are. I'm going to add you to my friends list so I can keep an eye on you (and you're from the UK and like "Jacob's Ladder", which is just cool). :hugs:
don't be shy! ... you can look at it in one of two ways - either nobody will see what you write, or everyone will - either way, you've got nothing to lose! A-hem, shyness aside, i think you're gorgeous. you look like a clone of my boyfriend, and that's... nothing but good news for all of us!!! tell me more about yourself...???
BTW, Welcome to the neighborhood.