Okay so tomorrow is my Birthday, and I'm not sure how to feel about it. I mean I'm turning 40 so I guess it's a big deal. I just don't really feel; or look for that matter, like I'm 40. It's weird because I'm still single and don't really have any romantic prospects. I would have thought I'd at least be dating someone by this point, but nope. Age is just a number, so that's not what I'm really concerned about. It's just that if I'm what.. Half way through my life and still haven't found love then what does that mean? Am I not supposed to find someone? Is it that I'm one of those people the universe doesn't want to find love? I would like to think not, but I'm also starting to feel a bit like that. I'm sure some people are probably going to think I'm either feeling sorry for myself or am looking for sympathy. That's not the case. Sometimes when you have doubts about the universe you need to put those doubts out there for the universe to hear. And sometimes it's just nice to get other peoples thoughts on what's on your mind. The people I've met here are all so cool I figured this would be the place to vent. ;-) Any way, thanks for reading. And Cheers. :-D
