rokko

aaaww....
I've been so sick since weekend, and getting worse.
No energy for going to see a doctor.

I'm so sleepy, but I stop taking medication, so even I feel so sleepy, I can not sleep.
I relied on the medication for my sleeping, so I can't sleep myself.
SInce I stop it, my sleeping time is just 2hours, and can't continue sleeping once I wake up.

I don't want to stay out late, I just want to sleep.
And I really don't have any bad dream, but without medication, everytime I sleep, I have really bad dream.
I always try to hide or run away from something, and when I wake up, it makes me so depressed.

I need to know how I can sleep 6hours without having a bad dream.
I really want to sleep with any scary feeling.