Most of Japanese ppl don't know about SG. So I've not trying to explaing about SG a lot to my friends.
Also, everyone don't think me as a girl who can get naked online. So no need to tell about what I'm doing here to them, anyway.
I've got some sweet comments on my last blog, but I'm so sad, cos I'm not good at having communicationg with ppl here, or constructing the sentences. The speed I'm thinking and talking, and the speed I'm thinking and making the sentences in my brain, are different. I usually don't my brain a lot when I'm talking, but when I'm writing something here, I need my brain working as high-spec PC, and the dictionary, too.
Why I didn't realize that till yesterday.
I have never thought that trying to do communications in English becomes a stress so much up to now.
But I won't quit.
I love writing anyway, even I'm not good at writing correct.
I've been crying all day today, cos I was disappointed at an ability shortage with myself. I have a friend staying here since Friday, and she is worrying about me, then she'll take me to outside from now. She suggested me to have some coffee and cakes again, so I answered YES
I have the bad habit thought to be worse and worse, when I am once disappointed with something. I know I need to be more strong. I promise you all that I'll built self-confidence. Would you be the witness? If you feel I'm still not strong in future, let me know. It's hard for me to find out what's wrong by myself.
I love you all.
Also, everyone don't think me as a girl who can get naked online. So no need to tell about what I'm doing here to them, anyway.
I've got some sweet comments on my last blog, but I'm so sad, cos I'm not good at having communicationg with ppl here, or constructing the sentences. The speed I'm thinking and talking, and the speed I'm thinking and making the sentences in my brain, are different. I usually don't my brain a lot when I'm talking, but when I'm writing something here, I need my brain working as high-spec PC, and the dictionary, too.
Why I didn't realize that till yesterday.
I have never thought that trying to do communications in English becomes a stress so much up to now.
But I won't quit.
I love writing anyway, even I'm not good at writing correct.
I've been crying all day today, cos I was disappointed at an ability shortage with myself. I have a friend staying here since Friday, and she is worrying about me, then she'll take me to outside from now. She suggested me to have some coffee and cakes again, so I answered YES
I have the bad habit thought to be worse and worse, when I am once disappointed with something. I know I need to be more strong. I promise you all that I'll built self-confidence. Would you be the witness? If you feel I'm still not strong in future, let me know. It's hard for me to find out what's wrong by myself.
I love you all.
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I do not mind your broken English, sweetie. Once I resume my Japanese lessons, you'll have to put up with my learning of it, too. No worries.
Keep practicing and you'll get better.. I love reading your blog entries.. they're fun and insightful.