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You will probably never have any idea what this song does to me.
The Used - The Bird And The Worm
He wears his heart
safety pinned to his backpack
His backpack is all that he knows
Shot down by strangers
whose glances can cripple
the heart and devour the soul
All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath after death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he crawls
like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
Out of his mind the way
pushes him whispering
must have been out of his mind
new day delusions are
pushing this out of his head
maybe out of his mind
All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath after death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
All he knows
If he can't relieve it it grows
and so it goes
he crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from the bird
Out of his mind the way
pushes him whispering
must have been out of his mind
All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath after death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he crawls
like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
All alone
he's holding his breath after death
Terrified to save his life
he crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from a bird
Haven taken all of the drive and motivation and desire to do a good job out of me, my command has finally decided that we should go to sea. I cannot tell you when. But I will be gone for a short time. Then we return for some ceremonies. Then we disappear again. The some time later I may reappear in Hawaii. Then home. Have I mentioned latlely that my job makes me want to vomit? Well there I just did. I dont like going to sea. But also I do not mind it. Going out to sea gives me a chance to clear my head a bit. It is sort of like locking yourself in a house for 2 months with a coffin for a bed and a few friends that you know a little bit. In other words lot of time to think. I know what I want in my life. When I say life I mean to things. Actually let me put it like this. Life to me is two things. Something to do and someone to love. I can see with a vague sort of foggy reliability where my career is and where it will go. Love on the other hand is very tricky. I have a wonderful family. There are no problems with love there. Making love just for me however could be an issue. There is more to say here but I have to go help a friend move so I will update this later. Or repost it or something.
-roguemind 
