rode0joe

I'm essential personnel but I've been cut back 1.5 days a week because of coronavirus. So I've been off work going crazy since Wednesday afternoon and then tonight I find out that my grandma has an appointment Monday with her doctor to try to get her in a home. She has dementia and part of her routine was going to the same restaurant every day for lunch and she's been getting bad because she can't leave the house. She's threatening violence to my grandfather and is forgetting everyone and forgetting how to do basic things like dress herself. I can't visit her because of the virus and I can't call her on the phone because she is afraid of the phone and doesn't remember me anyway. I've always handled things on my own because I always feel like I'm bothering others when I talk about my problems and I feel like no one wants to hear about them. So now I've got no one to talk to and I'm just feeling overwhelmed with all this