Ah geez...you know how wierd life gets? Thats why sometimes, I like to just be by myself cause its not really life that gets wierd, its the people in you life that get wierd. I hate the feeling of being lost, which I am currently. I don't know when my job is gonna fall out from underneith me, I don't know if I'll be living in AZ next year, I don't know if my band will be around for a long time, I don't know if I'll ever find someone who makes me happy. I guess right now, I don't know a lot. Does anyone else get that hung over depression? I don't like drinking, but every now and then I subject myself to it. Now I'm living with the results.
Ok, with that out of the way, I have to say I am damn horny. So much that I am contemplating having a go with this woman who I take photos of everynow and then. Its not that big of a deal except she's a little questionable and she has a boyfriend, which goes against all my codes of behavior. Oh well, I'm gonna have her over to sample sounds of her...you know moans, her saying stuff (maybe some dirty talk). I like to put together porn music. Its my little thing.
Ok, with that out of the way, I have to say I am damn horny. So much that I am contemplating having a go with this woman who I take photos of everynow and then. Its not that big of a deal except she's a little questionable and she has a boyfriend, which goes against all my codes of behavior. Oh well, I'm gonna have her over to sample sounds of her...you know moans, her saying stuff (maybe some dirty talk). I like to put together porn music. Its my little thing.
