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i woke up with the most unbearable and intense headache of my life. hehe well not of my life.
but it hurt.

ahh happiness....

now i love you
and you love me
and deep in the high
that does nothing but fall
there's somebody calling
who's we.


im happy about everything in my life except what the US is doing. mad Pataki is trying to raise...
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suoda:
This war thing is complete, utter bullshit. I hate to know that we have this pinhead deciding everything. And according to a White House spokesperson, he doesn't care if his polls say his approval rating is 0%, he will still follow his agenda. Well then, even more support that we have a dictator in the White House. Ack!

And as far as the tuition goes, that is such a crock. I voted for McCall because he wanted to take the lottery money and put it back into college funding so that we could attend SUNY tuition free. Wouldn't that be something??? But Pataki wants to raise it even more??? Ridiculous.
violet:
our terms are 10 weeks and we are on week number four
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bonokirk just came over. nice guy. nice friend. i wish they would have stayed. i am absolutely bored on a friday night. boy is at work. sheesh.

that lenore. she looks exactly like some porn star ive seen. i cant think of who.

skool is so fun. i feel like i belong. the teacher loved my drawings today. he said they are great. i felt...
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slimey:
my favorite adgetive is NUTTY!
and retched
_v_:
bizzaro, yes. that is an adjective? right?
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i got to sleep in today, but i still woke up at like 930 cuz im used to waking up early now. i took my boy to work and went shopping for groceries and especially dog food. poor doggy. she didnt get dinner last night cuz i was lazy. confused

i dont have bad cramps. maybe by challenging them, i scared them away?

i ate a...
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lundona:
Awww..that is gorgeous..I need to get over to the board..bad me..lot on plate ugh..hope ya doing well chica!
lefty:
thanks for the encouragment...

tuna... must be eaten in moderation... it has mercury in it...
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i got my period! yes! hehe. i was getting a little concerned. confused now, bring on the cramps!mad

oh yeah, so here are my classes, finally!

M: Extended Media
T: design 1
W: Urban Landscape Photography/medium
R:Feminist Approach to art and theory
F: Drawing 1
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yey 20 whopping credits!! wooooh. hope i can cope. ahh well i need to get my BFA soon anyway. i'll proly...
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illbillzillbub:
NYC,at least for a few years
then I'll come and be a farm hand for you over in NZ
linz:
as of now..i would say san fran. i really like it there. maybe canada..

i did write the poem. i'm glad you like...has anyone ever told you, you resemble carrie brownstein from sleater kinney quite a bit..?
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okay, im only in 2 classes so far. shitty. and no photo classes, which is my fucking major! arrrggghhh. teachers are dicks. administration are dicks, especially. nobody will help a poor girl out and they are damn rude!! fuck em. puke

design class seems as if its gonna be cool. ideas ideas already.

i miss my old friends. i miss my old face.
fuck this time...
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_v_:
i really wish i had a day that i could call my happiest. i know there has to be one.
hmmm? any day that my mother was alive and not yelling at me or hitting me with something.
suoda:
Right now I'm going to Westchester Community College. Hopefully I'll be down at Brooklyn College in the near future though.
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okay so that very last pic that bigbabybrooklyn downloaded, i dont look so bad in. better than the rest of the pics. anyway. its all okay. thanx for the support guys. kiss
tomorrow is another day of 6 hour class. design class, woooo! im all excited about drawing but i dunno about design. i hope its not too technical. confused

i love my boy, once again. ahhh...
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suoda:
DJ is so beautiful. In fact, her new Mountains set is enchanted me like no other set has. Just completely gorgeous.

I am dying to see Adapatation. I think Chris Cooper doesn't get the sort of attention he deserves.

I live in south salem, ny which is about 30-40 mins from Port Chester. My dad works in Greenwich.
freyja__:
nothing like a good meal to make everything all better.
i loooooove a nice dinner at a fancy restaurant.
and playing dress up is fun, too.
smile
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blackeyed just looking at myself in the SGNY pics makes me feel really fucking ugly. i almost cried last night cuz im soo ugly. and its really not even as if i was digging for compliments. i really really felt so friggin ugly and fat. i was so sad. today its kind of wore off but im still not gonna look at myself in the mirror....
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neon:
darling i think that you're a pretty lady. you know this. and if you're feeling bad about the pictures from the party just look at all the pictures of wart. she looks like a retarded sweaty monkey in almost all of her pictures. so cheer up. and do something nice for yourself. smile
kingnicotine10756:
you are not ugly trust me i know ugly people i am one of them, you are not ugly
dont be so hard on yourself
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the sgny party rocked!!! i got to meet the lovely edea, nic, and raven. wart was naked there! what! me and my boy kissed some people! ooops! its okay. . . all in good fun. biggrin there should be more parties like that! edea is sooo nice....im just in awe of all SG members. thank you freyja and luna! woooo.
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slimey:
hey lady!!!! im glad you guy shad fun and your man was soo nice to pay for the cab.

my tummy hurst i think cu z my life is weird. but it will get batter maybe.

havea good night saucy lady!!!
freyja__:
yaaaaay!
glad you made it.
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eeek wow!!! i am fucking exhausted! shit! i just had to bike uphill from my boys work. its only like 2 miles or less but fuckin shit! i have asthma and my fucking lungs just closed up on me and started to hurt real bad! shit, i thought i was going to faint right there in the snow.

the reason i had to do this was...
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lundona:
fuk em alll!!! grrr and fuk Phillip Morris too.!

Hope its sunny...go smash the state woman!
desiderata:
spiders, and yeah, i have asthma (and just quit smoking) so emphasema is a pretty scary notion since i've had some short previews of what it might feel like.
good for you*
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my boy and i are going to the sgny party. sooo...should be a good time! smile

SCHOOL started. bleck! i dont know. i still have to get my class schedule figured out. im not good with stress. i freak out easily. panick attacks and so forth. eeek
i have 6 hours of drawing class tomorrow....shwoo. draw draw draw. i like drawing. biggrin

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swirvington:
I'm not really into dogs but I have to say that yours is the coolest I've ever seen
thedza:
sorry about your dog. it's tough to have a dog and go to school. especially if you have 6 hours of drawing class. i feel bad too sometimes, because i work long hours and my pup stays in a cage. luckily, my brother and sister live nearby and love to come over because they have the house to themselves and can let her out to pee and play with her. good luck. i hope you get to keep him. give him a kiss for me.