rocket2

wow!!! i am fucking exhausted! shit! i just had to bike uphill from my boys work. its only like 2 miles or less but fuckin shit! i have asthma and my fucking lungs just closed up on me and started to hurt real bad! shit, i thought i was going to faint right there in the snow.

the reason i had to do this was becuz some rich prick parked behind me in the parking lot and blocked me in. i went to every office in the office building looking for some one who drives a tan SUV suburban. nobody would claim it. and i really didnt feel like waiting around for the prick to get off work or whatever.

jesus H christ. im not smoking anymore. i was watching this movie where people die of their worst fear. i was trying to think what mine is. its definitely cancer, ive decided. i had to watch my brother die of cancer. the pain and suffering is unbearable. shit. and i still smoke, you know? its fucked up! i only smoke about 2 to 3 cigarettes a day(more when i drink), but still.

lets hear it for rich prick assholes! fuck them! grrrr

whats your greatest fear?