rockabillyangel

I just finished the book, "Hes just not that into you". Read basicly the whole book tonight. Couldnt put it down.

ABSOLUTELY a book EVERY woman must read, taken or single. Just wow. Love it. Its life changing for me. I feel this liberated, new found freedom. Why couldnt they have written this book, say, a long fuckin time ago? Honestly now. Even had a chapter specifically for "When he disapears" which applies to my latest ex, and holy shit.....it was so effing dead on. I mean, it still hurts of course, but this book just made me feel so good and just able to move forward much more easily and positively and I actually feel excited about the future.....theres a guy out there who will love me and want to make me happy and care about me....who wont dick around on me and fuck with my head.

After my surgery.....after Im healed and the docs give it the ok....Im gonna move back to Orange County I think. Its too isolating here in Ramona for me, and nothing is here for me. Finish school by getting my Associates Degree in Graphic Design and get a part time job, preferably at a sex shop. One thing Im planning also is a drastic hair change, which one of my beautiful best friends that works for Toni & Guy (Bed head products), Jolie, will be cutting and styling....Get my colorist Kelly to do some cool color thing with it. New body, new hair, new start.

Im gonna start going out alot more when I get back to Orange County.....hitting TONS of concerts like the old days, and going to goth clubs and dancing the away. Being with my friends again. Spending alot more time with my horses, and starting to show my horses again. Working on drawings and paintings for MY collection for galleries, no more doing stuff and giving it to others for a while. Doing shit for myself, and my well being and making myself happy before any little boy.

I am woman, bow down!!!!