rockabillyangel

Today was totally randomness. Today I woke up and decided....Im getting my mother fuckin wrist tattoos today. So I got dressed, did my make up and hair and left, not telling literally anyone about my plan. Not my best friends, parents or anything. I just went and did it. I went to Ink Well's Tattoos and Peircings in Ramona, CA and there was just one tattoo guy there hanging out. Told him what I wanted, he sketched it up free hand in 5 minutes and before I knew it I was getting a 12 needle injection of black ink into my wrists. It hurt, but I didnt wince, cry out, or show any emotion of pain once. I was just blank and chatted with the tat guy like nothing. I was outta there in like 20 minutes. It was $80, basicly $10 a letter.

After that I decided to make it a day for me....so I randomly decided to go to the mall. The closest mall is about 45 min to an hour away. I didnt even know what I was gonna do. I ended up buying myself new shoes at the Vans store, some headbands and accessories at Hot Topic, and then spent forever at Torrid and tried on like everything and had a blast. This one awesome chick working there named Venessa and I made friends and swaped numbers to hang out. She was awesome though, she was like my personal shopper my whole time there. She also went into the back and showed me new clothes they dont have out front yet, so no one else is wearing them yet and I bought one of the tops. I bought 3 corset type tops, a pair of jeans, and some more headbands.

I was alone the whole day, by myself, and had a blast. Im not afraid to keep on living, and Im not afraid to walk this world alone anymore. This is the first time really ever in my life Ive been happy and content single. Its like a feeling of Nirvana. Its peaceful.

Me being a dork



My new wrist tats.....They say "Rage" and "Love". Taken from Green Day of course, my favorite band in the whole wide world. It's mentioned twice in their American Idiot album. Once in the song Jesus of Suburbia ("Im the son of Rage and Love, the Jesus of Suburbia") and in Are we the Waiting? ("Rage and Love, the story of my life".) You have to hear the whole album to know and understand the story it tells, but basicly It means alot to me and relate to areas of it.