I have this electronica/dance/techno music stuck in my head. This one particular song, but I have not heard it in mad long.
I got a job everybody!! Did I mention that recently. I start next week!! I am doing something in real estate. It actually is quiet cool. I am hired to drive around the county and the two surronding counties and take pics of...
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AND THIS IS WHAT THE WORLD LOOKS LIKE SOBER
I have spent most of today and yesterday sleeping. I was completly wired on Friday, and woke up around 8 am. I baught this really phat white sweater and funky earrings, and was all about make-up experimentation and just in a very girly girly mood. The lost boy was scheduled for a sleepover-YAH!-where we planned to...
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I have spent most of today and yesterday sleeping. I was completly wired on Friday, and woke up around 8 am. I baught this really phat white sweater and funky earrings, and was all about make-up experimentation and just in a very girly girly mood. The lost boy was scheduled for a sleepover-YAH!-where we planned to...
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What up!
Messages from the underworld. Feeling better being that I am having moy body tickled by......YES YOU GUESSED IT!!
Has anyone out there had threesome?? We wanna know the following info:
Positions
two girls,or three-or four or five.....no other guys!!!!!!!!!that is him writing all of this. We are drunk (no im not she is) I am. high, what is he talkin bout!! But alcoholism...
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Messages from the underworld. Feeling better being that I am having moy body tickled by......YES YOU GUESSED IT!!
Has anyone out there had threesome?? We wanna know the following info:
Positions
two girls,or three-or four or five.....no other guys!!!!!!!!!that is him writing all of this. We are drunk (no im not she is) I am. high, what is he talkin bout!! But alcoholism...
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godsmoker:
Heh. 
BJ's are where it's at! Take care of yourself and have a safe and happy holiday season! I need a break from this site, so hit me up on AIM if you want to. Otherwise, I'll see you when I get back.
BJ's are where it's at! Take care of yourself and have a safe and happy holiday season! I need a break from this site, so hit me up on AIM if you want to. Otherwise, I'll see you when I get back. 
crazedlunatik:
haha that sounds crazy!
Chain smoking and listening to my playlist, and jerking off whenever the mood hits.
That sums up my day.
I can not believe this is my life, but come to think of it, this has been my life for years-since I was a early teen.
I am depressed. I have been reading some relgious books about the fall of Lucifer, and the sacrifice of Jesus,...
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That sums up my day.
I can not believe this is my life, but come to think of it, this has been my life for years-since I was a early teen.
I am depressed. I have been reading some relgious books about the fall of Lucifer, and the sacrifice of Jesus,...
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abgitatz:
Blowing things up seems to help me... 
That and cleaning...
That and cleaning...
crazedlunatik:
well sorry to hear you are depressed... I have been a bit too...
hope things are going ok
hope things are going ok
Last night I watched a great movie. BUT I'M A CHEERLEADER. I really enjoyed it persoanlly. I think I may have to add that to my dvd collection. Speaking of which, I need to really make that darn x-mas list. Here is my list of movies I want to own on DVD.
Seven
But I'm a cheerleader
My so called life series
Sex and the...
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crazedlunatik:
I need this one...
My so called life series
i have these ones...
Fight club
Scarface
Labrynth ruled....
haven't been around much... my bad... how is life?
My so called life series
i have these ones...
Fight club
Scarface
Labrynth ruled....
haven't been around much... my bad... how is life?
godsmoker:
Where have ya been? Hope you're doing ok!
Hey all,
Well, I didn't end up going to the city for Halloween. The drinking and vics the night before really did a number on me and Keith.
I picked up my first research book for the book I want to write, so I have been reading that. Its about Incest(parent vs child). It is disturbing to read, but I am finding it somewhat inciteful....
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godsmoker:
I need to get back in the gym myself... I usually don't do anything special for the holidays either. Hopefully, this year will be different.
Angelia Jolie
*drool*
Sorry about that...let me compose myself....ok, all better.
Angelia Jolie
*drool*
Sorry about that...let me compose myself....ok, all better.
What up!
Word to the wise, vicoden is not a good drug. I hate vicoden. I hate vicoden, I hate vicoden, yet I seem to keep doing it. I got scripts for the pills a bit ago when I got my left side wisdom teeth taken out. I don't like downers. I don't like feeling sleepy, plus vics make you unable to poo, and your...
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Word to the wise, vicoden is not a good drug. I hate vicoden. I hate vicoden, I hate vicoden, yet I seem to keep doing it. I got scripts for the pills a bit ago when I got my left side wisdom teeth taken out. I don't like downers. I don't like feeling sleepy, plus vics make you unable to poo, and your...
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crazedlunatik:
I hear what you are saying about more fun when sober.... I am not a big fan of vicodens effects I was doing those a lot in college but one day I woke up and felt horrible....... and I said wtf? and I have not touched them since......
make sure you have fun clubbin'!
Oh and take care of yourself, ok
make sure you have fun clubbin'!
Oh and take care of yourself, ok
jill:
thankyou
my set should be up in a week or so
there's no specific date
i hope you become an sg
you should!@!!!!!!
my set should be up in a week or so
there's no specific date
i hope you become an sg
you should!@!!!!!!
Hey all,
I just got home from dinner with my main girl a few moments ago. I hope life is always like this, well not just like this, but I hope no matter how old I am, even at 80, that I am still eating veggie wraps at crappy ass diners at 1 am, and going to the super market really really late. I want...
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I just got home from dinner with my main girl a few moments ago. I hope life is always like this, well not just like this, but I hope no matter how old I am, even at 80, that I am still eating veggie wraps at crappy ass diners at 1 am, and going to the super market really really late. I want...
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godsmoker:
Awesome. I don't read as much as I should.... I guess something has to really jump out at me or something.... 
All-night diners are great! I wish we had more where I live. All of a sudden everyone wants to close after 12am...WTF??
All-night diners are great! I wish we had more where I live. All of a sudden everyone wants to close after 12am...WTF??
rochelle:
Pics of pretty women, who I admire for some reason
Greeting all,
First off, kisses to everyone who dropped me hugs and lines of support. I definetly did not expect it, and it definetly made me feel really good, and cared about-which is weird, cause for a lot of you, ok all of you except Godsmoker, I have never spoke to before. But Ii think the world would be so much better, if we were...
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crazedlunatik:
glad to hear your sister is doing better! And where the wild things are is a great book!
I also have to admit I am not familiar with elizabeth wurtzel although I recognize the name... what has she written?
I also have to admit I am not familiar with elizabeth wurtzel although I recognize the name... what has she written?
godsmoker:
Right on. Glad I could help. I care about all my friends...even my internet friends. Thats really awesome that your sis' is doing better! If I'm ever up that way again, I'll be sure to let you know. Ciao babe.
Thats really awesome that your sis' is doing better! If I'm ever up that way again, I'll be sure to let you know. Ciao babe. 
Hey all,
I am sorry Ii have not written in awhile. I have been working on personal projects, and more importantly, trying to deal with this whole life buisness. My sister is in the hospital. She took a bunch of pills. She addressed the suicide note to the family, but she put my name first on all the letters and envelopes, or would write my...
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dodraibeid:
HUG! I'm sorry.
I only had four hours of sleep last night, but it was worth it!!
Keif and I went to the Bronx zoo today!!! You do not know how big of a deal that is for me, because I have not been since I was in 3rd grade, and I have been trying to have someone go with me to that freakin place each and every...
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Keif and I went to the Bronx zoo today!!! You do not know how big of a deal that is for me, because I have not been since I was in 3rd grade, and I have been trying to have someone go with me to that freakin place each and every...
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godsmoker:
I know what you mean about "love doin' ya wrong". Emotional people tend to have that happen to them, but try to not let it change you too much and make you miserable. Your friend sounds awesome. I don't think I would ever want to drive in NYC... I'll stick to walking and public transit.
I have that Memph Bleek cd... I swapped someone a Method Man cd to borrow, but I never saw him again. Guess it's mine now, but I hardly ever listen to it...
I have that Memph Bleek cd... I swapped someone a Method Man cd to borrow, but I never saw him again. Guess it's mine now, but I hardly ever listen to it...
glad to hear you got a job!