robertthenexus

I completely forgot I had subscribed to SG, I guess thats how bored I got with the site. Oh well my membership is almost up anyways.

After a 3 day pseudo binge drinking, I actually don't feel that bad. Sore mainly from all the dancing but other than that I kinda feel like a champ.
So another V-day is here and another V-day will be gone. This will make a straight 19 years without a Valentine, or should I say being with someone one Valentine's day. I actually used to be...
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Sometimes I wonder if even my own mind fools me, I seem to be in a state to where I am either on the verge of something so wonderful that my heart might burst from the emotions and excitement running through it, or I am on the verge of the biggest mental break down that would turn any iron will into wet spagetti. All I...
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So much on my mind, it can be overwhelming at times. Vacation coming up with t-minus 5 days and counting so untill then this give me some peace for the moment so I thought I might share.



This is Minister Metal Foot
Treat a pedal Like an earwig
And cook off by applying the same logic to the gearshift
Bird off prey circle
Serf homes...
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Goals/Tasks/Objectives

Working on Debt -

Paying off Credit Card

Paying off Adam Jacobson - Close Friend

Paying off Rochelle Mallory - Mother

Learning Japanese -

Starting February taking at least an hour every other day to learn Japanese via Rosetta Stone.

Getting back into DJing -

Starting in February on alternate days of learning Japanese and playing records at least 1 hour a day.

Expanding...
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So I have come to the conclusion that I am old. With my birthday having come and gone on the 8th, I went out last night to some old haunts I guess you could call them and saw some faces I haven't seen in a while. I stayed sober the whole night with only drinking water. I realized that I couldn't get into it, I...
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So, a quick rant and back to day dreaming, I am extremely confused and disappointed with people. Correct me if I am wrong but was it not John Lennon who said all we need is peace, love and understanding? Friday night I went out to see friends and get a little christmas "spirits" in my belly. To my surprise a fight broke out at the...
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So some 50/50 news, Tuesday my girlfriend broke up with me, but at the same time I found out I am going to days starting Monday. So with me going to days I get my life back, I can work on getting thing done that I have been wanting to do or accomplish. I expected the break up so I am not torn over it,...
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So 1 week down of work and I don't know how many more to come till I get a day off, most likely it will be Thanksgiving when I get a day off and then working straight through till Christmas and then the rest of the year before I think things slow down.

I keep telling myself to stay in, save money but I get...
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I've killed myself I've been born again,
With razor fangs for these bitter men.
I'm filled with rancor for my fate,
I've clothed my soul in these rags of hate.
As I fall down on these bloody knees,
Perception shattered, now I see.
Intoxicated in hindsight, I'm going to get you on the flipside.
I'm going to get you on the flipside ...

Halloween was pretty lame this year, it has been kinda like tradition for the last couple of years that my friend Adam throws a party at his house. I take over all my dj equipment and set up, we get dressed up, boozed up and then we play records and just hang out all night. Well they couldn't find a baby sitter for his 1...
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Guess a quick update before bed.

Starting dating someone from work, that within itself is interesting. By doing so I broke a golden rule which I think a lot of people have and that is, not to date anyone from your job. This will be the 3rd time I ever broke it. I will say though I have been feeling really happy though. With this...
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