rk_216

For once I’d like to cut loose but no wherever I go “Well you’re a big guy you look responsible here’s all the responsibility none of us want.” Gee thanks not like I’d like to ever relax shits gonna be the death of me. Getting closer to the point of disappearing the real question is where to go. It’s no just recently been this was since hell before freshman year “oh well you’re the big man on campus everyone looks up to you” fucking why though? I’m a horrible role model. Yes I take charge when shits falling apart and surprise I fix it but also it brings out a part of me I hate.