sorry for the emo entry. i was feeling so irked by EVERYTHING yesterday that i just wanted to vent. i was upset about being broke, blah blah blah. but then things turned out ok, like they always do. thank you for all the nice 
es and hugs and well-wishes. they are much appreciated.
after work i went and hung out with my friend charlee and we watched flashdance. i think it was the perfect gay-friend activity. i came home, ate some potstickers (yum, yum, yum) and then when i was just about to go to bed, got a phone call and ended up hanging out instead of sleeping.
lately i've been fixated on romance. not really looking for romance with anyone, just thinking about it in general. i'm a super-romantic girl and i miss having it in my life, but i'm not interested in dating anyone right now, so i guess i have to suck it up for the time being. it's ok though; this is really the first time in two years that i've been single and actually feel like living it up. i'm having a really fab time.
in one month i will be 21. i guess this means i better start thinking of a birthday plan.
this summer has kind of been shitty. in the beginning i was falling for someone and so it didn't matter that it was rainy and gross. july was dominated by malloreigh visiting and relationship turmoil. august was filled with girlfriends visiting, a bit more relationship turmoil and a lot of drifting. i don't know how else to put it--i'm all over the place lately. plus in august the weather sucked balls, so that made the summer feel less like summer. i must add though, that a fab part of my summer was getting to be friends with lavonne. AWWW!♥
i'm content with where i'm at right now, just in a stage of worrying about where i'll end up. should i go to massage therapy school part-time for three years? or should i just wait until next year, hope i have stable enough roommates to facilitate me going to school full-time and working only part-time, and take the one-year program? should i forget the massage therapy and apply to writing programs at schools in vancouver and victoria? I DON'T KNOW. but someday i will and it'll feel really good when i finally know.
es and hugs and well-wishes. they are much appreciated.
after work i went and hung out with my friend charlee and we watched flashdance. i think it was the perfect gay-friend activity. i came home, ate some potstickers (yum, yum, yum) and then when i was just about to go to bed, got a phone call and ended up hanging out instead of sleeping.
lately i've been fixated on romance. not really looking for romance with anyone, just thinking about it in general. i'm a super-romantic girl and i miss having it in my life, but i'm not interested in dating anyone right now, so i guess i have to suck it up for the time being. it's ok though; this is really the first time in two years that i've been single and actually feel like living it up. i'm having a really fab time.
in one month i will be 21. i guess this means i better start thinking of a birthday plan.
this summer has kind of been shitty. in the beginning i was falling for someone and so it didn't matter that it was rainy and gross. july was dominated by malloreigh visiting and relationship turmoil. august was filled with girlfriends visiting, a bit more relationship turmoil and a lot of drifting. i don't know how else to put it--i'm all over the place lately. plus in august the weather sucked balls, so that made the summer feel less like summer. i must add though, that a fab part of my summer was getting to be friends with lavonne. AWWW!♥
i'm content with where i'm at right now, just in a stage of worrying about where i'll end up. should i go to massage therapy school part-time for three years? or should i just wait until next year, hope i have stable enough roommates to facilitate me going to school full-time and working only part-time, and take the one-year program? should i forget the massage therapy and apply to writing programs at schools in vancouver and victoria? I DON'T KNOW. but someday i will and it'll feel really good when i finally know.
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Perhaps this will be more useful. I have never had any idea regarding what I want to do. How ever I do know that I like money. And while money doesnt buy happiness, it does buy fast cars, which are pretty much the same thing. So I say look at the pay out.
-Marksman out