hollly sheeeit something SO good just happened but it';s a secret./ ]
i wenty out tonight got so drunk. was supposed to be to forget but he showerup and that mad eme sad i almost crid. honestly, but i managed to keep ot in, tough rin at her finest. i danced with many a fine young man tonight--matt the piercer who loves me, ryan's brother kyle who said the sweetest thing to me--told me not to giveup on love--rynan, tyler. it wa slovely and misstress lavonne. she is absolutely amazing.
no more sad for the rin.s he is too good for that. shoudl not hav e drank so much. got invited home but told him no. did somehting i should not have and if eel really gross baout it. i dont want to kiss anyone do not want to be in love. want to be left alone. my love has left me and now i am jus here. drunk. by myself. wishing.
drunk
don't pay attention to anything i have said. i didn't mean any of it. i'm a fool in the hosue of love and you all know it. i'm gonna grow up someday and have a bakery with weetzie and who cares if the boys i love dont love me. not me. cause whatever. i'm done with it. kyle said dont' gve up on love but god damn is it ever hard.
im a fool in the hosue of luove
edited to add
HOLY HELL. i dont know if i've had a hangover like this for years. i realized today that i haven't drank this much in a summer since 2001, when my mom moved out and i had the place to myself. it was intense.
i'm not going to work today. there are parts of last night i am not so clear on. i was scared to read my msn saved messages log to see what i said.
silly rin. 15 katrillion pints of beer is not a good idea. ever.
i wenty out tonight got so drunk. was supposed to be to forget but he showerup and that mad eme sad i almost crid. honestly, but i managed to keep ot in, tough rin at her finest. i danced with many a fine young man tonight--matt the piercer who loves me, ryan's brother kyle who said the sweetest thing to me--told me not to giveup on love--rynan, tyler. it wa slovely and misstress lavonne. she is absolutely amazing.
no more sad for the rin.s he is too good for that. shoudl not hav e drank so much. got invited home but told him no. did somehting i should not have and if eel really gross baout it. i dont want to kiss anyone do not want to be in love. want to be left alone. my love has left me and now i am jus here. drunk. by myself. wishing.
drunk
don't pay attention to anything i have said. i didn't mean any of it. i'm a fool in the hosue of love and you all know it. i'm gonna grow up someday and have a bakery with weetzie and who cares if the boys i love dont love me. not me. cause whatever. i'm done with it. kyle said dont' gve up on love but god damn is it ever hard.
im a fool in the hosue of luove
edited to add
HOLY HELL. i dont know if i've had a hangover like this for years. i realized today that i haven't drank this much in a summer since 2001, when my mom moved out and i had the place to myself. it was intense.
i'm not going to work today. there are parts of last night i am not so clear on. i was scared to read my msn saved messages log to see what i said.
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