rift

I left work early today in order to catch the Lakers game. Still almost missed it due to traffic. It felt like a Friday all day today even though I have to go in to work tomorrow. Boss will be back, hopefully with good news.

I feel like I've been lame lately. I haven't been getting the things done I need to, I haven't been...
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I need you to be the strength of widows and sole survivors
I need you to be as fearless as new mothers and new fathers
I need you to be the hope of hearts who lost true love
I need you to be the might of their first kiss
I need a purpose and I need a reason
I need to know that there is...
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I'm really going to stop spending friday nights at bars. It always seems like more fun than it actually is. I have better things I can be doing with my time anyway. I'm tired of the feelings alcohol brings forth. This weekend was unexceptional. I went hiking at least, which although it reminded me of her and us it was good to get out there...
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Long day at work. Carcass in the street on the way home. Dead dog with tire tracks through it. This city...

Rock show was good, a small moment of catharsis. Screamed myself hoarse. Thinking of driving to Long Beach tomorrow night to do it again. No plans yet for the weekend. LA SG's feel free to coax me out of the apartment.



I would have...
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I need to get to sleep. Tomorrow is another long work day and afterwards is the grindhouse double feature so I probably won't be home until 1am-ish. Then Wed night is Earth Crisis/Shai Hulud which I am definitely looking forward to.

I need a new fucking wardrobe. My clothes depress me. I've resorted to listening to dashboard again. I started watching the remake of Black...
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So how about a normal blog entry? Today got out of bed around 11am, went out to move my car and get a burrito for brunch, then came back and watched a screener of Juno I nabbed from work (yes, I am the last person on the planet to see it). The rest of the day I spent alternating reading on my bed and movie-watching...
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I figure some day one of these postings may come in handy.

I have a bad headache tonight, not sure what from. Work stress probably. More anxiety dreams await me tonight.

I'm forgetting everything about the girl except the pain.

I want the world to stop until I get my shit together.

Something about Kelly MacDonald just drives me wild

Still getting over being sick, not much fun. Despite this I'm contemplating going across the street to the bar tonight. Probably not a good idea. Maybe down some nyquil before hitting the drinks. Feels like I'm dipping my toe into this SG thing very slowly. Perhaps that's how it should be. Saw some girls scouts on Larchmont today. Bought 3 boxes of thin mints. That...
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Throat is all fucked up, trying to fight this cold but I don't think I will prevail. Only three more days until the weekend though, right?

It's a pity we're apart
It's a shame you broke my heart
But I've got a new girlfriend
She looks a lot like you did
- pennies by sp

Still haven't been to the library to pick up a...
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