richard_

Ahhhhhhhhhhh......what a night... People smiled, people cried, and every damn one of them screamed violently when the tears waived me eyes goodbye. Its kinda strange how events in life just pop up on ya soo damn unexpected. For there i was, just hours ago....chillin at me good friend's bash. When lo' and behold, whos that singing in the band.....why its me good friend Able. And what does he do smack damn in the middle of his set, but call little ol' me up on the stage. Ha...ha...haa.... And here i thought i had learned to brush the music to the side. So just like it always has in the past, them words and endless melodies once again swirl madly around me head... Geuss the book will have to wait a little longer once again. Life is but a trip, sometimes painful.....sometimes not. But it should always, no matter what the cost, always....always be shared.

The last song i played tonight is called Stars for me Windows.... and it goes a lil' something like this -

Gonna sing a little song
it shouldn't take long
to try to explain
my endless pain.
Been thinking bout that
which i have known
been dwellin on the fact
that i'm all alone.
To of had
and to have lost
to of held on too long
no matter what the cost
to of banged your head
till all hope is tossed
to of given yourself
till its you you've lost

So starry night.....starry night
fall down on me
make me feel alright.
Cause your damned if you do
yeah your damned if you don't
so you might as well give in
than pretend you won't.


And that dear friends, just about says it all.