richard_

Ah.... confusion.

Everyone gets lost now and again. We may figure it out for awhile during different periods in our lives, but I think its ingrained in our DNA to wander, to wonder, to finally find our way, only to once again feel so desperately hopelessly lost. We're nomads, we're pirates, discoverers, and such. We long for belonging, then shun it once found. Gods not the answer, nor does it lie within the stars. As ridiculous as it may sound, the answer truly is buried deep within us all. An entire universe... waiting there patiently, just to be found.

Update: Im not suffering from it at present, just kinda marveling at its persistence. Its like a species wide hindrance standing in the way of people achieving self-fulfillment as a whole. And its infecting us all on an epidemic sized proportion! It never goes away completely, we just have to get better at treating the symptoms at the first signs of an outbreak. Because if ignored, if left untreated, it can reinfect us all, no matter what the age.

So Im fine. I've actually gotten pretty good at treating the symptoms before they have a chance to spread. I was just tripping out for a moment at how persistent that little thing called confusion really is.