rice

Oh Lord! I'm still alive, despite the heavy drinking! I would like to state now that I only used heavy drinking as a sedative to avoid totally losing my shit. Although I apparently required lots of sedative for several weeks. It's done. I will now drink less if at all, and do things like posting here more often (it's hard to find the motivation while your nodding off from drinking). I have done several paintings in the last few weeks, seen a show, almost got into a fight with a big dude, had my ugly little heart trampled, consumed obscene amounts of alcohol, picked myself back up, and am now seeing lightning and hail almost at the same time. Apparently I missed the memo about the apocalypse being scheduled for today. hmmm... weird. Anyways I'm sorta OK now, and will definitely be OK later. Sounds depressing? No, just an explanation for a lack of posts for a month. Thank you for tuning in. Stay tuned because things will get better and you could be the first to know!