ribena

tomorrow i m leaving to croatia....i m looking forward to being there....
i will celebrate my birthday also, 30...
me and my friend proppa will bring around 10 bottles of wine....i just want sea, fish and be always drunk and happy...
my sweet boyfriend will stay here looking after my turtle and my plants...it's a shame he can't come with us but maybe for me is the better way, to think and think again of what i should do with this life...

for a long period i used to think that maybe he wasn't the man 4 me...actually i was sooo near to leave him...i m still not out of this crisis, but now i realize that maybe the problem is not him and is not me...but life and things that happen in the wrong way and u can't do anything to change it...

we just need a bit of luck cause...if it's true that the sky helps who helps himself, it's also true that we always need a bit of luck...just a bit, a gift from fate, once in life..at least our life together...it's not asking too much i suppose, life it's hard i've gotta say that, it's hard when u have everything it's hard when u have nothing...we should be able to change brain with the same facility with whom we change haircut...or underwear....

see ya in 30th world