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rexx

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Tuesday Jul 23, 2013

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good afternoon, baby.





i request an advance pardoning of mellow-drama puke


pretty bummer summer.
work consumes me.
i do have a fun job
but without my favorite human most things now feel empty.


music is my only real solace these days.


i suppose not all of my waking moments are awful;
the metal has been in good supply.
coffee is always nice in the mornings,
even when i never found sleep.
and friends are starting to trickle back into my life after the past few odd months in which the past five years seem to have been obliterated


SPOILERS! (Click to view)

the short and sweet version of it all is that i loved and lost and i can tell you as of now that it does not feel better than never having loved at all.

i know that i need to move on and focus on my own happiness but every single day and night of the past few months has been a struggle, with my mind relentlessly shrouded by memories and remnants of the past. i suppose bringing myself to call it the past has been the hardest part. once i can get that through my head i feel that the days might start to get a little bit better.


the worst part of it all is that ultimately i did this to myself. though i stand soundly in my reasoning the point was that i wanted to save what i held most dear and rather i destroyed it.




i hate to complain and thus we will transition
into things likely more pleasing to your mind and eye

(but thank you for listening)


last friday was a good show at gooski's: stampede with mower, del rios, and lord dying.
if you find yourself in pittsburgh, drink at gooski's. i love that bar.
i saw the conjuring last night. it was predictable
but the new evil dead is now out on dvd, and that makes up for it.

finally acquired this precious and most essential morsel:





i have books in the mail
and pholcus phalangioides on the stairs


i saw the oscar mayer wiener mobile





and my spider plant has savagely spawned.





i have a new set in member review july 29th, fault and fracture
it was shot by corwinprescott , who is a rad dude.







i'm going to an awesome show (dawnbringer, argus and lady beast) on thursday.
\m/ fucking metal. \m/


naam is playing here in august.
jesu is releasing a new album in september.
i purchased my ticket for nine inch nails in october.





and now for an abrupt and awkward ending:

signing off.


<3 Rexx




i need to get the fuck outta dodge.





kiss


VIEW 25 of 35 COMMENTS
c13:
You're a very talented writer. I really enjoy reading your blogs smile
Aug 6, 2013
mothmother:
beauty!¨
Jul 14, 2014

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