rexall

There is lots and lots going through my head and yet I don't currently feel like sharing it.

i am tired. i just began doodlepalooza 2010 in my house. 4 dogs. i am exhausted. i hope they get along better today than they did last night.

student council is keeping me busy. i have like 15 emails to send out in the next couple days....
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Bwhahaha so apparently I'm not a nice person cus I don't give out my number to strangers but I show my vag to thousands of people on this site daily. It just "doesn't add up". What the fuck is wrong with people???


Oh you know what else I like in a significant other - correct spelling and grammar. Biggest turn off ever when it's massacred.

a whole lot of iced coffee and i think i will sit on victoria secret and buy new panties. that will make me feel better.

there are days when i'm really glad i know who i am. and i know i'm better than some of the crap that gets handed to me. i deserve better. life has been hard enough, especially this year. i don't need more added to it.

more later.

i am exhausted. exhausted i tell you. today is my last day of school. 8 hours of clinic today. then everything else is student council meetings. i feel so productive on student council. or i hope to be productive.

had a job interview yesterday for a part time job... cus who needs a break in life? certainly not me. i think i may be crazy....
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this man just spoke at my office for the Tony Robbins company....

http://eliwilhide.com/index.html

do you understand why i can think of NOTHING but sex right now? NOTHING.

grampa is home. i am happy. i love him. he is a fighter. i gather strength from him.

i miss uncle wayne. i gather strength from him as well. he is a part of everything at the farm.

i think i have to move out of my apartment and i'm worried. i can't afford life. scary things on the horizon.

thank you to the people...
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so tired. so very tired. i need drugs to help me sleep. what a vicious cycle.

i need cuddles and love and to lay around and watch old movies.

i feel so cold and shut off from the people that love me. and i hate myself for it. but i don't know how to open up anymore. this year has changed me and not in...
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Not quite sure I can form complete sentences yet. Not really getting thoughts put together easily either.

Here's a rundown, not really interesting:
Anatomy - passed. messed a few things up but the prof is totally cool and i know i won't fail

FCM 3 - fucking hate that professor and her tests. if english is not your first language then get your tests written...
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gooooooood fucking god it's over.

more later.