fair warning... you probably won't want to read the emo rant that follows this but stream of consciousness is not always happy.
there has been way too much suicide in the news lately. then again there have been too many similar thoughts creeping back into my head. i would never follow through but sometimes when it feels like the world if crashing in around me...
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there has been way too much suicide in the news lately. then again there have been too many similar thoughts creeping back into my head. i would never follow through but sometimes when it feels like the world if crashing in around me...
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kellenthirteen:
Everything Kevin said, i DITTO bigtime!!! XOXOXO
spinhouse247:
it's been a long time since i took something sharp and dug it into my skin. god it feels good. so good.
that is all.
that is all.
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kellenthirteen:
you ok, hun?!?
bro:
what did ya do?
So here it is in all it's glory. This was cathartic. There were tears and happiness and lots of laughs about Mehai having to rub up on my boobs. Lots of jokes about the boobs. It was fun. And Jason or Gay Jesus as I refer to him, kept me focused and smiling. Lots of pain, but so worth it. I love Uncle Wayne, he...
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satire_:
It looks so awesome! If you need someone to help with the rubbing of ointment...*raises hand* 
sweet motherfucking jesus does my chest hurt. however, that is the most action my tits have seen in AGES! i may or may not have a tiny crush on my tattoo man... but it could be the endorphins talking. ok all the adrenaline has left my body and i'm exhausted. pics later. just know it's amazing.
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the_swill:
Looking forward to seeing it babe!
apriloneil:
YAY! I can't wait to see it hun, i know how much this means to you.
Yesterday afternoon I went to see the tattoo man. He had the drawing all done up. I almost started crying. It's beautiful. I didn't take pictures of it - cus he doesn't really let people do that, which is fine with me. It's really large, we held it up to make sure the proportions were okay. And it was convenient that I was wearing a...
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kryptik:
can't wait to see the finished product! you have such a blank canvas, it should be awesome.
only1doc:
waiting on eggshells to see it. would cuddle with ya but I'm all the way across the country. Keep positive darlin.
Walking away is so difficult. I had this fantastic conversation with the pretty boy at school and gay jesus. And gay jesus summed it up quite well... "kt can flirt and make you think she wants you and only you... and then you leave and she doesn't care". pretty boy peter thinks that i'm all about him, we have a fantastic flirty relationship - he...
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only1doc:
I know it sounds cliche but if its meant to happen it will. Just let things happen the way they will. All things come to those that wait for it, it just might take a while. It's not always fun but usually worth the wait.
makeupandsin:
Really wish I knew. His pics were in some random blog I was looking at. He gives me lust.....
i have no time in my life for people that abuse it. i'm done.
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flaker:
I was just about to come over here and totally waste and abuse your time....and then of course, I see your post. Damn, foiled again!
All kidding aside, that's a really cool stance to take..and one that lots of people want to take, but don't. It sounds so simple..yet for many, can be so hard. There's people in my life that I kind of want out that are still in it..but it's a pretty small number. However, I know of a few people that just seem to keep collecting the same kind of assholes over and over...and it's pretty sad. So, good choice. If someone isn't making it happen...ditch 'em. Unless it's me, that'd be totally uncool.
All kidding aside, that's a really cool stance to take..and one that lots of people want to take, but don't. It sounds so simple..yet for many, can be so hard. There's people in my life that I kind of want out that are still in it..but it's a pretty small number. However, I know of a few people that just seem to keep collecting the same kind of assholes over and over...and it's pretty sad. So, good choice. If someone isn't making it happen...ditch 'em. Unless it's me, that'd be totally uncool. 
youroldlady:
I am trying to be better at cutting out people who never return my time. Hopefully I will be a big girl one day and walk away
is it wrong to internet stalk a person you are interested in? it may be wrong to then tell them you did it but whatever - i'm all about honesty. and if you don't want people to find things out about you - maybe you shouldn't use the same name for EVERYTHING! It just makes my internet stalking that much easier. and i get curious...
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fadetoblack:
getting a little puppy love....
I know the feeling. Sometimes I'll find myself searching a certain person's different social profiles and cross checking areas. It really isn't the best mindset sometimes but nothing ever came up which rocked my world. I guess it usually comes about when these idle hands get to thinking too much...
I know the feeling. Sometimes I'll find myself searching a certain person's different social profiles and cross checking areas. It really isn't the best mindset sometimes but nothing ever came up which rocked my world. I guess it usually comes about when these idle hands get to thinking too much...
chrysis:
Not wrong.
Homework.
Homework.
i'm tired of talk. i want action.
sometimes i wish i was slutty so i could just do the men that seem to really want to do me. alas, i am not and it is way too difficult to get in my pants. so i'm sorry to the men that are interested in that.
i don't think i believe in love anymore. however, i would...
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sometimes i wish i was slutty so i could just do the men that seem to really want to do me. alas, i am not and it is way too difficult to get in my pants. so i'm sorry to the men that are interested in that.
i don't think i believe in love anymore. however, i would...
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makeupandsin:
You're beautiful, hope the beagle is fine, and good luck trying to be slutty lol
violentpatriot:
What if you just occasionally slept with one guy from SG? That isnt slutty at all 
So here is a brand new example of why I am an asshole... I felt like shit last night. Beyond shit. This sinus infection meant serious business. So River has some stuff his doctor gave him for his illness that he had this week. It has codeine in it. I am allergic to codeine, but like everything else I'm allergic to I figured I could...
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heatherann:
I'm happy that you're excited.
And your glasses are sassy.
And your glasses are sassy.
lagomorpha:
yes. great glasses. and i luv the snakebites.
my best friend suffers from constant psoriasis - i am glad it didn't go that far for ya this time.
hopefully u got the help u needed to take care of ur sinuses.
btw, trying to feel better doesn't make ya an asshole
my best friend suffers from constant psoriasis - i am glad it didn't go that far for ya this time.
hopefully u got the help u needed to take care of ur sinuses.
btw, trying to feel better doesn't make ya an asshole