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i am annoyed currently. it shall pass. it's my own fault but it's still fucking stupid.

and now some music.


All I want is to be with you
All I want is to be with you
Show your cards, show me what you got
Well break these poker faces, like it or not

Everyones in my head
But I want you in my bed
I...
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Things that have made me happy since late last night:

I fixed the speakers on the real computer so now I can have lively chats with a beautiful man in Australia at the crack ass of dawn. Damn time difference.

Alkaline Trio announced their new album is coming out July 12th... 2 days after my birthday and there will be tour dates... which I will...
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A man kissed me yesterday. It was not a thoughtless, random or unintentional kiss. It wasn't anything more than lips pressed on mine but it was full of purpose, intent and it was one of those ones that make you touch your lips after and smile. I'm not going to dwell on it. I'm not going to question it. Just see what happens. It's been...
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my pheromones must be in high gear today. so weird. very interesting happenings today.

also learned how to twirl nipple tassels. such a good day.

i don't like myself much right now... so i'm going to change that. and stop some of the stupid shit going on in my head. from here on out. enough.

everything still hurts but that is exacerbated by the fact that i don't know how to go to a show and just stand in the back and watch. no i have to hang out in...
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It's interesting how you tell a couple guys that you aren't going to be their masturbatory material and that if they want to talk to you then they need to find other topics of discussion and they disappear. My text messages have more substance now. Sorry, I'm worth more and fuck you if you don't see it. Oh well, not my loss!!

My life in...
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fever broke!!!! i was a sweaty disgusting mess but i won!!! however, i will most likely not be going to school tomorrow as to not relapse and share the plague with everyone there.


in other things...
I want this.... ferns, i'm not even gonna lie about it. someone please bring me him.

tis the flu. i have never had the flu. i feel like death.

few more days.... i have a fever.. and an upper respiratory infection. i haven't been this sick in years. this is what happens when you push yourself too hard and don't rest. yay first week of school. i feel like garbage.

xoxox

epic blog soon... with pictures and everything. i have been going nonstop since friday morning. i hurt everywhere... so i am sorry if i have not responded to messages, my inbox is crazy full!!!!

xoxox