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i had a migraine/headache for 15 hours yesterday. it was god awful. i was in bed til 4 in the afternoon and was back in bed at 10. this morning my head is better. not gone but better. i was in a shittastic mood yesterday and everyone got the brunt of it. i am sorry to those that i was short with. though some people...
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scratamus:
David Navarro was my first "bad boy" crush I guess you could say tongue Still hot as hell!!!!!
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i really just don't like people. and the more i interact with them everyday the less i like them.

trust no one.
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scratamus:
lmfao Tink. Maybe he's got something here. Just bite your thumb at them the next time they look at you weird....they'll be confused and probably look really stupid....that's when you whip out your camera and start taking pictures of their reactions while throwing skittles at them screaming "Taste the rainbow motherfuckers"!!! Always works for me biggrin People leave me alone now for the most part lmfao biggrin
chef_jeff:
Yes you were very angry yesterday.
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trust is not something that comes easy to me. and i'm struggling immensely with it right now.

i'm exhausted.
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scratamus:
I know exactly what you mean frown it's not easy at all...
franie:
I am sure that you have good reasons. So just just work on it the best that you can.
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i'm not sure what is difficult about some things... if i do not respond to your text message then i obviously do not want to talk to you. what do river's friends not get about that? thank you for giving me the space i need but just seeing your number pop up in my phone is starting to make my insides crumble and my heart...
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acanthostega:
Oh i see. Well that still sucks. Some people just don't get the hints.
chef_jeff:
And a wonderful evening we all had.... Minus the cooking and the cupcakessss! Damn you were going to make cupcakes? Yum! Well happy Sunday! Enjoy it!
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lesson i learned this week: do not mix a pot brownie with a muscle relaxer. if you are me it will bring on the worst panic attack of your life.

i don't have much else. i'm boring. good night.
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tireoghain:
Double post.
tireoghain:
TRIPLE POST!
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"I couldn't change though I wanted to..."

So let's write and then I will photo dump all over you.

Depression/depression... you don't really have to read this part I just needed to get it out.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I haven't been to therapy in over a month. It's starting to get dangerous. I go back on Friday, so 4 more days and I'll be...
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kay:
There is a day that does not go by that I do not consider it myself. I tried in my youth, and failed the few times. I had some peace for awhile. When my mother and I were both diagnosed with Huntington's Disease, there has not been a day that goes by that I do not consider it. The only thing that has stopped me, is the fact she and my father are still alive, and I will not go out without taking them with me. All I can say girl, is hang in there. Drop a line if you need to vent.
infinity:
You've got the right mentality since you're not falling into the trap of getting into a relationship before making sure that you're on stable ground.

The red velvet pancakes look really good and they are making me want pancakes right now. The last diner pancakes I had were chocolate chip and were quite amazing.

We really did run into some random stuff during the semi-pointless wanderings after the show, a lot of it was really interesting though. The pictures from that and the show came out really well considering there wasn't that good of lighting.
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fucking exhausted from being out last night at the pretty things peep show with siamkittie, amalgamated, infinity and autumnembers. Shit that was good times. I didn't get home til 3 something in the morning. And just as I was finally falling asleep the thunderstorm rolled in and scared the shit out of me. Had to run around closing windows... the thunder was...
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infinity:
It was definitely a really good show. All the work I did over the weekend and general lack of sleep is catching up to me right about now though blackeyed
infinity:
but it was worth it, right?
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okay i'm done. no more talking about it. tis for the best. tis silly and retarded and girly and i am none of these things. and i'm starting to feel stupid. so that's enough.


bayside was amazing. the show on the other hand was not. fucking all age shows... i did not pay attention. stupid children. annoy me. good lord i hope to never get...
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acanthostega:
Glad to hear the show was good. And its okay to need a brake from life every once in a while.
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A 14 hour time difference is KILLER. What have I gotten myself into? I can sit here and list all the reasons why this is ridiculously stupid... the biggest being that he will be here for maybe 8 weeks at the end of the year, in which time i will most likely fall head over heels, cus i have no control in matters of the...
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chef_jeff:
Yeah you might be crazy... But who can control matters of the heart... Sometimes it's just a force greater then anyone... He must be a fascinating guy to have so much of your attention.

It sure is a great day out. I hope u maximize your time ;-) cute little pretty toes.
tireoghain:
you could always go back with him. if things go well.

Crazy notion, I know, but guys are impressed by crazy gestures.
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my heart beats just a little faster when i see his name on my phone attached to a message. that is all.
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tireoghain:
Naw, I wouldn't know where to begin looking. Its a pretty big place, y'know?

Mine's in hospital at the moment. :\
littlebaby:
show us his n00dz. lol