rexall

is it wrong to internet stalk a person you are interested in? it may be wrong to then tell them you did it but whatever - i'm all about honesty. and if you don't want people to find things out about you - maybe you shouldn't use the same name for EVERYTHING! It just makes my internet stalking that much easier. and i get curious cus i know nothing so i fixed that - well some of it. i still know nothing. i'm not judging on what i found... though some of it is kind of scary and worrisome but everyone has a past right? so what? hasn't changed how i think or feel about said person. they are probably upset but what can i do? nothing. i accept that. there are really days when i don't know why i even stay involved anymore. but maybe at this point it's just easier because it is a text message relationship. i don't have to really put any effort into it. i can send the texts that come to mind and i can respond accordingly to the ones i get. and i can continue to go on my way. oh well. what will be will be.

it's a rough day. i'm trying to keep my mind off everything. hanging with my puppies and taking a mental health day.