rexall

i hope the next dick you suck you choke on. i really fucking do.

and now that i got that anger out. i'm gonna postpone, change my dates, use my tickets at a later date and time. it's cheaper than all the money i was going to spend to go out there anyways. FUCKING PISSED. but everything happens for a reason and that's okay. at the end of the day it's not the biggest deal ever. just shitty friends, they come and go.

had acupuncture yesterday, got needles stuck in my butt. good points for endometriosis. the pain was bearable yesterday after the treatment and i was fucking exhausted. i'm still exhausted. i want sleep. tomorrow i sleep in. fuck the world... i need sleep. then i need to study, a whole lot. next week i have 3 quizzes. 3 weeks down... 11 more to go. i have realized for next semester i have 7 classes i have to take in order to be eligible for comps (comprehensive exams after the first year that you have to take in order to move on in the program), i may fall apart next semester.

and.... i'm done.