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I know it sounds cliche but if its meant to happen it will. Just let things happen the way they will. All things come to those that wait for it, it just might take a while. It's not always fun but usually worth the wait.

Really wish I knew. His pics were in some random blog I was looking at. He gives me lust.....

I was just about to come over here and totally waste and abuse your time....and then of course, I see your post. Damn, foiled again! All kidding aside, that's a really cool stance to take..and one that lots of people want to take, but don't. It sounds so simple..yet for many, can be so hard. There's people in my life that I kind of want out that are still in it..but it's a pretty small number. However, I know of a few people that just seem to keep collecting the same kind of assholes over and over...and it's pretty sad. So, good choice. If someone isn't making it happen...ditch 'em. Unless it's me, that'd be totally uncool.

I am trying to be better at cutting out people who never return my time. Hopefully I will be a big girl one day and walk away

getting a little puppy love....

I know the feeling. Sometimes I'll find myself searching a certain person's different social profiles and cross checking areas. It really isn't the best mindset sometimes but nothing ever came up which rocked my world. I guess it usually comes about when these idle hands get to thinking too much...

You're beautiful, hope the beagle is fine, and good luck trying to be slutty lol

What if you just occasionally slept with one guy from SG? That isnt slutty at all

yes. great glasses. and i luv the snakebites.

my best friend suffers from constant psoriasis - i am glad it didn't go that far for ya this time.
hopefully u got the help u needed to take care of ur sinuses.

btw, trying to feel better doesn't make ya an asshole

yeah. broken ankle. stupid, stepped in a hole i didn't see. i have a trip to north dakota scheduled for a week from tomorrow for work...hopefully this doesn;t mess with that.

I'd share my norco and tramadol with you if i could...sorry about all the pain.

Hugs, I am glad you are feeling better. Miss you in the chat rooms especially in the V&E room. It has been fun but it would be nice to see you again.

I actually enjoy your blogs very much. yours are one of the few that actually DO say something.

i hate them!!! BOOOOOOOO!!!!! feel better

I'm glad this is here for you too, we all have some form of release, we're here for you.

I wrote a comment here, but somehow it went away, so I now I have to rewrite it...for the most part. I know that to you, it really makes no difference...and you wouldn't even know about the rewrite if I didn't tell you but still, it just feels wrong. With that said, I'll go ahead and use my original opening sentence because it was funny. To me. Sorry. Here goes. And to think, I came here to judge you. Well, I guess since you've now ruined that for me.... I hope you feel better, I was starting to come down with a little sickness myself....I took some meds, some zince, and a ton ( nine hours last night!!!!!) of sleep and feel like I might kick this...I hope that you will as well. As for the emotional strain, that's always the hard one to kick. Really, there's no easy way...and it takes time. Memories live forever, which means we live forever. I know that I still at times remember missing loved ones and think about how they would feel about where I am in life today. It's not a mental conversation...but it kinda is. I can remember voices and catch-phrases well enough to put them into play, and I do. Sometimes I tear up...sometimes I smile. If you want me to post a youtube some on here that will be awesome but break your fucking heart...I will. Only if you ask for it though. Good luck...


PS It always helps to eat some shitty food, check some porn and get down with your bad self. And don't get stingy with the camera....as peaches would say:

A body/mind/subconscious connection? You know, I would've said years ago that no, that's a goofy thought. Nowadays though, I've kinda started to realize that there is indeed some sort of connection. Maybe it doesn't even come out in obvious ways..but yeah. Hence the reason that depressed people get sick more so that non-depressed people. I think. I know that I was injured a bit ago..and I've noticed since then that my body will pretty much let me know more than I realized..if I listen. Anyway, enough hippie crap. Or emo crap. Or whatever. I'm glad that I can be somewhat amusing, that might be my "thing"..which works. I kinda just assume everyone is outta my league..for the most part. I've always said that there seems to be a really small part of the female popluation that is into my "look"...so really, with those numbers, the odds aren't in my favor. Of course, it makes me pretty excited when I find one of those rare chicks..as you can imagine. Much like my ole buddy Jack Burton's enemies....I'm looking for something special, and rare. Of course, when/if I don't find that special someone....well, also like my ole' buddy Jack Burton would say, "It's all in the reflexes"...Thanks for the compliment on the new profile pic...it's a few months old, but actually makes me appear to be a really happenin' dude...so that's kickass. Touch away!

just because you werent thinking about it, doesnt mean that your mind wasnt subconsciously dwelling on it. and i'm sorry that i cant be more sympathetic but i dont get sad over death...its just another part of life. not that i'm initially not sad i'll never see the person again. but its not something you can dwell on.

Sound really cool. Hope to see it.

I love, LOVE, seeing tattoos transform. I can't wait to see how yours turns out. And nothing to look at??? You're insane! Of course, that's really good from a guys standpoint because the last thing we need is any of you bitches knowing how out of our league you are....and yes, I'm talking about myself. I'm not really sure that I'm digging how that last sentence came out...Sometimes, I think that we all like to think of how easy it would be to be an orange, hair-gel wearin', fist-pumpin', douche....but at the end of the day, it's of course better to be a smarter, wittier, and dammit..cooler, Kevin Smith type. Still though. Hey, ever have one of those weird times when the way that you're writing is sounding really odd? I kind of am right now. I'm hoping that somehow this post is coming off way cooler that it feels...because it feels a little lame. If it's not cool enough, I guess I have to take up smoking. Damn. I feel bad for you in that Jersey is probably somewhat ruined by the more popular trends to come out of there....but I do think that is' pretty sweet that you're still there trying to keep it happening. It's good to have the troops out there. Keep the fight alive, and try to be one of Jersey's Best Dancers..........






Yeah. That's what's up.

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